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Kisah Kita - Nieyl ft Sabhi


Terdiam kamu tanpa bicara,
Tak mengulas apa kan terjadi,
Membisu ak kerana buntu,
Tak dapat memutuskan kisah kita...

Cinta telah berakhir,
Kita tak mampu jadikannya cinta sebenar...

Semua...
Akan tahu...
Segalanya...
Kau dan aku ternyata...
Cuma sebentar...

*ulang

Kisah kita,
Ternyata,
Cuma sebentar...



Tak sangla lagu ni ulang lirik yg sama je.. Hee..
Lagu ni lagu fav ak sebenanye.. Dalam kete, salu pasang. Pastu , lagu Backstreet Boys n Britney Spears. Lagu-lagu nostalgia 90-an. Pastu lagi ni..



Masih Berdiri - Tengku Adil

Cinta kita
Bukan seperti cinta kau bayangkan

Bukan seperti watak d novela,
Aku bukanlah wira sang pencinta

Kata-kata tentang diriku yg tidak sempurna
Tahukah padaku kau lah dunia
Cubalah kau melihat tanpa mata

*Biar hujan membasahi pipi
Agar tangisan ku tersembunyi
Walau runtuh segalanya
Cintaku masih berdiri tuk selamanya...

Aku tahu
Ada kekurangan pada diriku
Yg harus ku mengubahkan untkmu
Kan ku buktikan cintaku padamu...

*ulang

Cinta kita
Bukan seperti cinta kau bayangkan
Bukan seperti watak d novela
Aku bukanlah wira sang pencinta...



Sedih kan lagu tu.. Suke lirik korus nye. Biar hujan membasahi pipi. Die xnak orang nampak die menangis...huhuuuu...

Group korea yg lagu nye memang ak folo sebab suara n lagu sedap group T-ara. Xde satu pon lagu grup ni yg ak xsuke. Sume lagu die ak bole denga.. Mostly sume ak suke.. Lagu If I See Her, Cry2, Crazy n banyak lagi laa... N lagi satu bcuz of suara lead singer die, So Yeon. Suara nye tip top. Go T-ara..!

Selingan:

"Goodnight kiss, nalnomu talkomme,
Chaljayou uri aegi"
- Hyo Sung

"I am thinking of u,
In my sleepless solitude tonight"
- Mariah Carey

"Sepi hati galau jiwaku,
Saat kau katakan putus dengan aku"
- 5 minutes

What should i do? Hard to move on. Keep thinking about that. I couldn't find someone better than him. Ohh goshhh... I hate my heart. I wish i can take out my heart n put it in a case n lock it, buried it deep under the sea, exactly just like in the Pirate of Caribbean movie. Its difficult for me to accept someone. Am i that loyal? I dont think so. It just i couldn't find someone better. I am so bored n lonely actually. Never been in love properly. Just one sided. Haha! Maybe i am too serious, too ugly, too scary to be approached. Can someone take my heart n freeze it from beating for someone who doesn't bother a bit about me?

Sometimes I'm curious what is he doing right now. How's his life? Maybe he already has someone? Ready to settle down with his lover maybe? Engage probably? Counting days for his happy day? And me....? Still can't move on. Haha... What a sad story I living on. Pathetic. I am wasting my life for this stupid thing. A thing called heart.

Ya allah, please divert my heart to only love you more than human being. Only You Allah that can keep me from human misery. Bring me closer to you. Help me in any ways to strengten my love to you Ya Allah... Amin...

Dream catcher...

Assalamualaikum...

Selamat hari malaysia.. 😃
Sebenarnya hari malaysia semalam.. Sekarang da pukul 12.25am..hee..
Hmm...my bm is vey awfull la.. Haha... Da lama tak buat karangan bahasa melayu. Nak cakap bahasa pon tunggang terbalik ayat. Masalahnya english pon tak bape fasih.. Itulah, kena banyak baca bahan bacaan bajasa melayu ni.

Its 12.27am in the morning and i still fresh. I can't sleep, no, I'm not sleepy at all... Aigoo..this is bad. Tomorrow I've got work to do... Allahuakhbar... Huu~

As i am getting older, i started to feel a bit lonely. Why? Because all my friends slowly getting attached to career and marriage. Only me left.. Huhuuuuuu... I dont have any travel buddy dah... Huuuuu.... My siblings jenis yg tak suka travel. They rather stay at home n shopping. I love nature, i love green, i love water. Hmm... Takde geng dah sekarang nih... I dont like to be alone. Hukhukk... My friend used to said if i wants accompany, get married, then I will have a partner to travel. Haha... Easy said than done. The person i like dont ever like me back. How can i get married? I dont want to just grab anyone..haha...

At least before i get married i need to fulfil my wish first, by becoming a flight attendant under Saudi airlines. Thats my greatest wish. Working for 5 years then i will settle down. Sekarang ni i dont think i am able to date anyone. Cuz right now, wht I'm doing is just stay at home and watch korea. Thats all. I'm not socializing with anyone pon. Hahaha...

Coretan

Just last night, i dreamt about insidious.. Haha.. Cuz before I slept, i watched that movies. Its scary tho.. At the same time, i dreamt that he texted me.. Do i still miss him? I dnt know.. Huhuuu... In reality, it will not be happen right? He already happy with someone else. Oh gosh...! What the heck is wrong with me! Find someone else. Yes. Easy to say. Find someone else. How can i find that person? How? Its not like easy as ABC right? Hehehehehehehehe.... Ok laaa... Omg... This is not my diary. I have mission to accomplish. I need to go out of this country. Its my dream. Insyaallah...

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WISH

Assalammualaikum...

Batu tadi habis 8 episod maraton kdrama.
I just can't live without it.
Hehe...

I wish...
A person iras2 atau pun almost da same like the krama hero will attracted to me.
I wish...
He is warm, friendly, nice and caring. Sensitive about my health. Just like the kdrama hero...
OMG!
Ni la die... Kesan tengok drama korea banyak sangat sampai terpesong dari realiti.
OMG!

But still...

I wish.
For the first and last time in my life, i wish for that. I dont want to desperately grab anyone. I'm scared i got seriously attached if I accept anyone. Because i am definitely bad at rejecting people. Because i am too nice. I am too soft spoken with other people. That is why i dont want to tangle up with anyone. I will only doing on date with someone who i confirm he is the one. That's my resolution.

So i don't think i am able to grab anyone for the time being. Hahaa...

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Reality vs Fantasy

Oh dear...

I'm lost in my fantasy.
Haha...
Ottoke...
I'm 25 this year, still, live in fantasy.
Until when? Aigoo...
Molla...

I cant live without my kdrama.. Hehe...
Aigoo... Ottoke... Ottoke...
I am unable to give up my addiction to kdrama, which leads me to throw away my own drama.. Haha... Staying at home, marathon kdrama. Not sociable with others. Aigoo3x...

I might regret is when I am 30 years old kot.. Another 5 years to go... I might end up like wani and hasna. Reaching 30th pon still not able to get married.. Hehe... Ade ak kesah?

I don't want to get stuck with man. Any man. Once got married, your life will end. U stuck with that man forever. Terkongkong. U need to tolerate about everything. U need to serve him day n night. U need to cook, wash clothes, housework... Omg... I hate that though. Money issue. In-laws issue. Child issue. Property issue. Aiyooo.. Too many to think.

So now, I am happy to be the way I am. Single mingle. Eventhough its a lonely life, its ok. As long as I am myself. Not bother about other. Free to do what i want. Freedom. Let me be like this until I sick of this life.. Until the person appears before me and change the way I think. The person who never give up on me. Insyaallah...

So for the time being, I am not going to be serious with anyone. Not meet up with anyone.
Just flirting... Heheeeee...

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Melalot

Bismilahirrahmannirrahim...

I am already 25 now...
Even now, i still can't find my happiness. I want to jump off from this type of life. I would like to experience something different from what have I experience. What is it? I feel empty inside. Things that i cant even describe. Things that cant even be filled up by friends or family. Is it related to my career life or my love life? Can i say, i want both? Hee...

Activities...
Holidays, travels, friends, all this are not long lasting. They may wear off someday. Like my trip to Krabi, a week after that, i long for it again. Like my friend had told me, all this would not satisfied our thirst, until we found the one that we trully need. Insyaallah... Allah may lead us to the right path. I am still learning to become a better muslimah.

Oh my heart...
Lately I keep watch korean drama. Only this can keep me feels alive. I am not able to experience such love, what can i do is just keep watching kdrama to feed my emptiness.. Haha... Sad

Sometimes...
I kept remembering them. Those who used to shake my heart. I wonder, if i remember them, would they remembered me as well? I dont think so. But i wish, they would. So now, lets move forward. No need to think about the past. Past is past. Let bygone be bygone. Lets strive to the future. Lets find my soulmate.. Haha...

Soulmate...
Where can i find him? How can i find him? When can i meet him? I've tried to look for a life partner. But all seems like a waste efford. I can't manage to meet them pon. Y? Because i am not the type to date anyone whom i just met. Mm... Not those i just met, my old friend pon i seldom agreed to meet. Ugh... I do not dare to go out with any man. That's my biggest problem. Haha... My friend said how can i find my soulmate if i dont dare to meet anyone of them? Ya laa.... How? I can get out with my girl friends but not a boy friends. I think its my phobia. I always find excuses if someone ask me out. Aishh.. Can we just be friend without see each other? Can we? Just know each other without see face to face. I hate the fact that we need to meet up then we can get official. I hate those. To me its like, you will like me depends on my face. I always feels inferior when people see my face. I think people will think I'm ugly. Besides, my teeth is not perfect as well. I always nervous when people look at me..then, sweating... Thats most the most thing i hate. Hahaaa....

Ok la.. Enough with my melalot.
Assalamualaikum...

End

p/s: may Allah show me my soulmate asap so i wont feel empty, i can get a triplet baby, i can go travel every week without needs to find a travel buddy and i can talk about anything, everything anytime anywhere. I hope he is korean look.. Hahahaaaaaaaaaa

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My future

Am I able to grab my future?
I went to Saudi Airlines pre-screening and I passeed. But there is another interview for the final one.

Can I grab that future?
Everyone around me said negative thing about my dream. Well, some of it, not all. The dentist O went to see yesterday. Umi worried about saudi war on going right now. Abah? Ofcoz laa worried sick. Maybe. Cuz i didnt mentioned it yet. My mom, i believe she will b excited. Cuz i know she dont care. My sisters, they happy n excited for me.

I really wish I can passed. What I'm worried about is my weight. I can't control my appetite. Especially i have gastrik, so controlling my appetite is really a pain. Oh god. Can I grab that dream?

I want to go out of country.
I want to start a new life.
I want to collect wealth.
I want to forget him.
I seems can't forget him, my heart still beats for him. I can't find another man. And of course, no one ever likes me. I am just an invinsible girl. A very unknown, invisible, unimportant, unattractive, and insignificant girl despite my recognizable height.

I give up.
I dont want to wait for anyone.
I will do what I wanna do.
Despite everyone's whisper.
Despite everyone's negative feedback.
I will choose my own path.
I am not going to wait for someome who will not come.
I am not that kind of lady who just wait for their path to cross.
I will do what i want.

My pray, I hope Allah will always with me to guide my through which good and which bad.
To always shows the correct way and the light so that i will not fall into the dark pit.

Insyaallah.
Amin.

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Susah nak tengok Drama melayu Online

Macam tajuk kat atas, betapa susah nye la ak nak cari drama melayu online lagi-lagi drama kt tv tu. Kalu pakai komputer desktop atau laptop takpe la. Ni kalu buka link kt smartfon, beribu pop-up muncul kt browsew enfon smpai crash. Hishhhh.... Geram nye la. Orang eksaited nak cari drama tu nak tengok, sampai sejam pon xkan dapat jumpa. Sume Content Rejected. Tak pon kt skrin skali sentuh je teros direct to page entah pape! Wat da...!

Ak nak tengok Bukan kerana aku tak cinta, tak pon drama adaptasi novel yg berlambak kt tv tu. Nk tgk kt tv, mana ada mase. Kekangan masa. Nak tgk online, camni lak jadi nye.

Tonton? Piiiiiirahhhhhhh. Lamam web paling tak user friendly. Ak request forget password dari taon lepas sampai la ni senyap tiada kabar berita. Mengong. Sapa tah yg design benda nokharom tu... Ak siap wat email baru semata2 nak tengok drama kt situ, ponnnnnnn sama gak. Nak tunggu email pengesahan tu sampai sekarang pon xde kabar berita. Wat da hek. Menyampahhh laaa...

Las2,ke drama korea gak la ak layan. Nak mengharapkan drama melayu, harapan jela. Cam harammm... Bukan ak xnak tengok, tapi, orang2 malaysia (uploader yg letak bom pop-up iklan, orang yg p report smp content rejected, orang stesen tv yg buat tonton a very not user friendly, dan sebagainya) yg xbagi ak tengok.

Hishhh... Frustttttt gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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Aduyaiii

Ape nak jadi la ni.
Ak ni selalu no luck with men.
Orang yg kite suke tak penah nak suke kite.
Lagi lari ade la.
Maybe I am those type of repellent kot.
Sure enough.
No need to go toward it
Right now, just stick with ur dream.
I wanna work as a stewardess of saudi airlines
I wanna gather wealth instead love
Waiting for the interview in malaysia
Insyaallah
Amin.

Once i get the wealth, I'm gonna:
1. Buy abah a nice car
2. Repair nenek's house to english style
3. Buy myself a nice house
4. Repair mak's house
5. Change my own car

Insyaallah...

L'oreal Paris Total Repair shampoo product Review

Salam olzz...

Today I just wants to review this awesome product. Its totally mind blow! Seriously!

Its about L'Oréal Paris Total Repair shampoo.




Yepp!
As above.
Usually I dont really write reviews on product but this one is totally different. Its awesome. Its perfect!

Y am I saying this?
Its because I've been personally using it.
After 1st usage, it already shows the effect.
My hair become smooth like satin. After few times using it, less hair fall, less breakage. Its totally repair my damaged hair just exactly as what it advertised.

The most important thing is, my hair feels smooth and not tangled up. It happen one time, i tied up my hair but the weird thing is, my hair band keep falls down. Know what? Feels like shampoo advert in TV, guna jari pon boleh... Haha... Then i realized how smooth my hair was. How tight i tied my hair up, it still feels loose.
Believe me. I am not bluffing.. It is my true experience by using this marvellous product.

Last time before I used L'Oréal shampoo, i had a serious hair fall problem. Also, my hair easily break and when I tied up my hair, it will be tangled up to my hair band. But now, after used the shampoo and conditioner, the problem got solved. My hair become smooth, strong and managable. I start to love my long hair...and of course L'Oréal Paris Total Repair Shampoo n Conditioner... 😊

Cheers!

Getaway ke Colmar Tropicale Berjaya Hills Bukit Tinggi Bentong Pahang

Assalamualaikum...
Aritu pergi getaway ngan kawan2 ke bukit tinggi, 2 hari 1 malam je. Aku, Hasna n Aina. Memang getaway betul la. N memang seronok sebab pergi ngn kawan2 sekepala. Hihi..

We left on saturday around 2pm,arrived there around 4pm. Sepanjang jalan nak naik tu kalau ikutkan takde la curam cerun sangat. Jalan die memang 2 line je. Memang kene berhati-hati la drive ke atas. Abeh 2 bar gak minyak kete ak. Haha...

Sampai atas, cuaca xde la sejuk cam kt genting or Cameron pon. Suam2 kuku jer.. Hee... Sampai je, terus menghala ke Colmar Tropicale resort, parking basement, n gerak pergi ke receptionist untuk check in. Harga bilik 250 1 malam. Kite kongsi 3 orang.. Hee...
Pemandangan? Subhanallah... Cantik... Lagi2 kt japanese garden. Tak puas pos gamba kat instagram sebab sume lawa2...









Castle tu bukan colmar tropicale, tu cam condo or apartment or entah.. Haha... Kat seblah resort ktorang je. Bangunan die cantik...




Kat atas tu bilik ktorang. French style.




Ni la gamba dalam bilik tu... :)






Tempat ni seswai la orang nak honeymoon or nak jauh dari hiruk piruk bandar, sangat2 tenang n sunyi. Malam2 ade persembahan tarian France.

Love serenade~

Menakluk cinta by Taufiq Batisah

Suke nye lagu mendayu ni...

Sejauh kehujung dunia
Relaku melakukan apa saja
Tuk menaklukkan cinta terakhirku~

My friend said that types of music that i heard reflect my emotion. Well, i just love this type of song... Hehe... N besides, its calming n suites my taste. I do feels like connected with this song, but not extend until ke hujung dunia nak cari orang tu.. Hee...


Terima kasih cinta by Afgan

Tersedar
Didalam sepi ku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu
Meruntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu...
Terima kasih cinta...
Untuk segalanya~

Oh gosh.. Im falling in love... Again.. With this song. .. Walaupon lagu ni da lame. Da berkurun but still meruntun jiwaku.. Cewah. Bile la bole merasa that feeling kan.. Haha


Sesal separuh nyawa by Alyah

Andai pastinya ku tahu
Takkan ak tinggalkan mu
Namun masih keliru
Teringatkan masa lalu~

Lagu ni pon best. Tapi ak keliru. Citenye die menyesal tinggalkan lelaki tu ke? Ooo... Ok...
Die berpisah, pastu rindu sangat2 kat di die, so menyesal sangat2 la sebab berpisah, gitu ek....
Pape pon, best la lagu ni... Layan... Mana, harusku hamparkan, rindu tiada kesudahan...
I can relate... Huhuhuuu


Jatuh cinta by I am Neeta

Aku tak bisa menyedari
Bau cinta aku...
Tentang kamu
Tak pernah ku hargai...
Kini aku,
Jatuh cinta pada pertemuan
Yang terindah...
Telah membuat ku
Dekat padamu~

Lagu fall in love. I am not falling in love with anyone, but i can feel the falling. Haha...
Best lagu ni sebab aku bole rasa. Can i be in love with you? Cewah... Sape la nak kt aku ni kan, da la cantik, cun plak tu (perasan! Haha).


Cinderella by Tata Young

I dont wanna be like cinderella
Sitting in the dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody
To come and save me free~

Lagu ni lame da sangat. Tata young pon da tak young da.. Hihii... Y i love this song is because its for an independent woman. Yeah. No need somebody to take care of me. Dont want to depends on anybody especially men. Yeah! I'd rather rescue myself. I hate the idea woman stay in kitchen, masak, baby's factory... Ugh... So small minded. If possible, want to prevent that. Hope so. Haha...

Hopeless

Hai hati...
Ape nak jadi la ni
Bosan nye la