ak xpaham ngn ati ak
ax xpaham ngn diri ak
kenapa ngn diri ak?
aigooooo3x...
malam tadi,
ak termimpi dia
i donno, is it him or someone else
its been a long time i didn't see him
but my heart said it's him
he appeared like cameo in my dream
he walks in front of me
and then disappeared
not looking at me
as usual..huhuhu...
is he still angry at me?
donnow...
when i woke up this morning,
i remembered him
sadness embraced me...
huhuhu...
wait a minute!
why should i???
why should i miss him???
he is not suppose to control me
isn't?
ughh.... what a fool...
stop dreamy....we never can be together
i never can accept him
isn't???
(maybe....)
Saturday, February 4, 2012
CuTi SeM
cti sem ni, ak stay kt kolej kedua...merpati... i LoVe this block..!hehe...tenang..aman..damai...
xcam blok2 len yg suke mnjerit2 soh tron meeting or what so ever...
k..sepanjang cti sem ni, ingat kan nak wat la FYP yg tergendala, tapi, smpai pertengahan cti sem ni pon xbuat2 gak... Sir ckp we are too rushing.. bukan pew, tgakot xsempaat jer nak wat bile msok sem baru t...ughhh.....especially my project is regarding to lipid extraction...mm....scaryy..........Ya Alla...permudahkan lah..... amin....
Pastu, sepanjang cuti ni gak ak banyak gak kua...hehehe... xde la byk...baru 2x kua... Skali g Nilai umah prof kenduri, skali lg Melaka which is keesokan harinya...heehee....bez laaa g melaka...
1st of all, umah prof... mm.... cane ek nk ckp, umaa prof sgt cntik.... besauuu.... ENglish style seyh!
kan bes kalu ak pon umaaa cam tuhhh....wahhh.....besnyee..... lbh2 lagi bersama ngn loving n romantic hubby...hehehehe.....bahagianye....... berbalik plak ke citer umah prof td, uma 2 tingkat, siap renovate sendiri lg... hebat kan?? ak rse bertuah sunggoh laa anak2 prof.. yela, umaa cntik, loving parents, everything is there for them...xperlu bersusah payah cam org2 kebanyakan...cam ak... y cume bole berangan je so that one day i will be like them...hahaha......berangan! okeh...pasal umah die lg, malam tu igtkan ade rewang upenye xde pon. sumer oder catering...so ktorang tang cume tok melepak jelaa...but lepak2 pon segan kot.....da la xkenal sume sedare mare ucu (anak sedara prof)...hehe.... ktorg wat muke tebal jelaa....anak2 die pon ktorang xramah sakan.... tah le..... maybe ktorang nih sombong sangat kot.... atau ak nih sombong sangat. pergh.... lantak laa..... itulah kali PERTAMA dan TERAKHIR ak akan berjumpa dengan keluarga prof.... after this, NEVER n EVER....huhuhu...... nape ak ckp camni?? alah....xde pape pon...just segan laaa... ak cume rse xmo dah jmpe all their family members after this...hiiihiii....n i think there is no other reason untuk ak berjumpa ngn mereka...kan????? yeah!!!!! ak just want they assume me and along fade along with wind, no traces, no rememberes.. ceh....ak nih, ayat cam dorg pnah wat salah je ngn ak...hahaha...xdelaa.... it just, malu laa nk jumpe mereka lg...cukuplah sekali... name kami pon dorg xtau...so, ok la tuh.....haaahaaa........
Then, after the wedding ceremony, kami pon bertolak blik dari Nilai umaa prof. Malam tuh plak, ak g Melakaaaaa..... actually, xnak g sebenarnya. but sian plak ke manja yg da bersemangat nak g...huhu... ak pon sebenarnya nak g gak, kalu ikotkan ati tu excited nak mati pat g melaka..haha... but, kepenatan dr nilai tu buat ak think twice.... Lastly, ak pon ambek keputusan nak g gak...nak lepaskan stress...huhu.... ktorang sampai sane lam kol 11 lebih, banyak gak tmpat kami g.. tengok2 JONKER WALK, cantik...siap ade hiasan dragon g kat atas bangunan.... masa ak tgk je jonker walk tu, ak teringat pasal mimpi ak sebelum ni... mimpi ak cam nak dekat same ngn jinker walk tu.... it's like DEJAVU... dalam mimpi ak, ak masuk kat satu lorong yg meriah cam kt melaka tu. ade perhiasan cina gantong2 kat atas, then, orang ramai...Ak jalan ikot seseorang yg tunjukkan jalan ke arah tren. mase tu ak mmpi ak sorang je. Ak nak nek tren nak lek umah....but, actually tersalah nek tren, so, sebab tu ak tron kat jalan tu... ak mimpi ak serempak ngn Ude...hehe... kami berdua berjalan naik jejantas nak g ke stesen seberang... tempat tu plak sesak ngn orang yg turun naik jejantas. Pastu, dah sampai le stesen kat seberang nye, tutop la plakkkk............ so tpakse la berpatah balek ke tempat sebelum tu... tp ktorang malas da nak nek jejantas tu, Ude ajak redah je jalan raya yg agk sesak...then.........pulp......xingat sudaaa~~~~~~~~~ Back to melaka, At last, AK BERJAYA MENNEJAKKAN KAKI KAT PANTAI! gumbiranyaaaa ak........da lame nk g pantai....heeeheee....
thanks to cekna for bringing me there~
END
xcam blok2 len yg suke mnjerit2 soh tron meeting or what so ever...
k..sepanjang cti sem ni, ingat kan nak wat la FYP yg tergendala, tapi, smpai pertengahan cti sem ni pon xbuat2 gak... Sir ckp we are too rushing.. bukan pew, tgakot xsempaat jer nak wat bile msok sem baru t...ughhh.....especially my project is regarding to lipid extraction...mm....scaryy..........Ya Alla...permudahkan lah..... amin....
Pastu, sepanjang cuti ni gak ak banyak gak kua...hehehe... xde la byk...baru 2x kua... Skali g Nilai umah prof kenduri, skali lg Melaka which is keesokan harinya...heehee....bez laaa g melaka...
1st of all, umah prof... mm.... cane ek nk ckp, umaa prof sgt cntik.... besauuu.... ENglish style seyh!
kan bes kalu ak pon umaaa cam tuhhh....wahhh.....besnyee..... lbh2 lagi bersama ngn loving n romantic hubby...hehehehe.....bahagianye....... berbalik plak ke citer umah prof td, uma 2 tingkat, siap renovate sendiri lg... hebat kan?? ak rse bertuah sunggoh laa anak2 prof.. yela, umaa cntik, loving parents, everything is there for them...xperlu bersusah payah cam org2 kebanyakan...cam ak... y cume bole berangan je so that one day i will be like them...hahaha......berangan! okeh...pasal umah die lg, malam tu igtkan ade rewang upenye xde pon. sumer oder catering...so ktorang tang cume tok melepak jelaa...but lepak2 pon segan kot.....da la xkenal sume sedare mare ucu (anak sedara prof)...hehe.... ktorg wat muke tebal jelaa....anak2 die pon ktorang xramah sakan.... tah le..... maybe ktorang nih sombong sangat kot.... atau ak nih sombong sangat. pergh.... lantak laa..... itulah kali PERTAMA dan TERAKHIR ak akan berjumpa dengan keluarga prof.... after this, NEVER n EVER....huhuhu...... nape ak ckp camni?? alah....xde pape pon...just segan laaa... ak cume rse xmo dah jmpe all their family members after this...hiiihiii....n i think there is no other reason untuk ak berjumpa ngn mereka...kan????? yeah!!!!! ak just want they assume me and along fade along with wind, no traces, no rememberes.. ceh....ak nih, ayat cam dorg pnah wat salah je ngn ak...hahaha...xdelaa.... it just, malu laa nk jumpe mereka lg...cukuplah sekali... name kami pon dorg xtau...so, ok la tuh.....haaahaaa........
~Xdak kijo..dok tgkp gambo jeleee.....kiki~
(At Night)
~Tgkp GamBo lg..hehe~
(MOninK)
~Tempat Sarapan...Khemah kt kawasan Lua..~
(TeMa IjO)
YeaY!!!
BerToLaK BaLek!
~(Mode=Excited..hihi)~
thanks to cekna for bringing me there~
JonKer WaLk
Ce Teka...Ape nih?
~Ini la A.Famosa~
WelCome To My FortresS..:P
InterioR DesigN
~Sape nak umah design camni, kontek me~
~X-kubur Frau Van Riebeck, wife of John Van Riebeck
Founder of Cape colony~
~Laluan yg Cantik~
END
Assalamualaikum~
Yo
salam sejahtera...(ayat skema..:P)
today is saturday,
4/2/2012
(erk...skema lg..:P)
hehe...
oke laa...
senanye nk citer nih,
sal result exam
ak xtau la nak kate gumbiraa ngn result ni or sedih...
but,
from what i felt right now,
i'm not satisfied (ughh......xbersyukur punya org,,huhu)
xde laaaa
dalam idop nih,
kite xbole selalu berpuas hati dgn apa y kita da capai
even org kate excellent, gempak,
but,
the truth is...never ever b satisfied....
rite??
kalu x sampai bile kite nak maju?
kalu baru kejayaan yg kecil pon dah berpuas ati dan d raikan dengan gilang-gemilangnya...
kan??
hehe....
namun begitu...(ayat skema lg...:P)
da dapat tu,
ucaplah 'Alhamdulillah, syukur kehadrat Allah'
ade hikmahnya Allah jadikan begitu..ye dok?
heeeheee...
adoi...ak nih ayat berputar belit!
pas nih, ak perlu give more effort
dapatkan pointer yg terbaek untuk sem terakhir d UPM nih...insyaallahh....
Friday, January 27, 2012
LuaHaN PeRaSaaN
sekarang dah kol 1.00am
27/1/2012
adoi...
sok ak kene g lab
setelkan sume apparatus and chemical yang nak digunekan tok fermentation ak
mm...
method pon xstadi abeh g
PEMALAS!!!!!
waaaaaa................................................................
menciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
baru ak pasan
ak nih suke wat keje surface je
bile stadi dalam2 ket
mule r rase cam da banyak ngt masok
(sekarang nga denga lagu Felix, Warkah berlagu pilu...JIWANG! eh...xlaa... lagu2 yg selo2 canni la menenangkan perasaan dan jiwe...erk.....! yeke?? ...... yekot..hahaha)
Ak sekarang suke dok kat blok merpati nih
suke ngn suasana nya yang tenang dan damai
xde org jerit2 soh turon meeting
cam kat sekolah asrama
hehe
reason kedua plak ak suke sebab kt sni ak dapat kawan bez2!
i av Manja, Shaz, Roe, Jirah n laen2 lagi..hehe
n ofkozzzz
My KITA's family
Along, Angah, Acik, Ude n Ucu
walaupon da len kelas,
masing2 bz
jumpe pon ari jumaat jee (sem lepas la)
tp persahabatan ktorang masih lagi mantap
insyaallah.....akan berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat
friendship last forever!
Termasok skali Zati Othman...u'r oso ma besty 4eva okeh!
SOk kene p LAB koi 8am
skg da koi 1.07am!
urghhhhhh
MALASSSS!
pe nih!
malas2!
skg xle MALAS2!
t da kt liang lahad MALAS2 kan lah SEPENUH HATI!
sekarang ni,
BERUSAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I CAN DO IT!
SUSAH2 DULU
SENANG2 KEMUDIAN...............
orait daling............!
chao!
BeLaHaN PeRaSaAN
sekarang da pukul 12.50am
27 January 2012...
ak tengah denga lagu Siti Sarah
tajoknye
"Bersamamu"
mm...
actually,
ak bosannnn
heheee...
tula, bile bosan mule laaa nk tules blog kan???
alahhh.....
bese tegal bese
(ayat merapu..hihi!)
berbalik kat lagu nih,
lagu nih mendayu-dayu
merayu-rayu
pilu tol denga...mm....
sian laa lagu nihh...ak pat rase kepedihan lagu nih
huuuuuuuu....tsk3x... (mode=sedeh)
cewahh...
awat lak r nak feeling2 nih
tak tau la ceq...
mebi sebab single kot..
terase plak..hak3x
liriknye:
" berikan ku cinta sembuhkan la duka lama
selagi kasih membara daku setia selamanyaaaaaaaaa....."
huuuuu....(sayuuuu)
huh!
amende tah..
gile kan ak nih???
aigooo3x
:P
Sunday, January 22, 2012
PhoTo TiMe!
Ni la My Top 5 Favourite NoVels,
LakSaMaNa SuNaN
Tu Dia, Yg Latest BuT not Too Latest is,
SuteRa BidaDari
MeNunggu Smbungan NoVeL yg ke-6,
bile laa nk kua~
This in My LaPPy~
Ni Plak PeriuK kaRen yg SaLu d guNe kan ToK
MeMaSak
aLL tyPes of FooD~
KaT KeDai KasoT..hihi
Oh YeaH!
SoLaT TiMe!
aLaMaK...
~TerBaleK suDa~
BuNNy CuP,
BeddaY PresenT 2011..:D
LasTly,
ni la DinDiNg BiliK Ema
tp
HasiL keJe taNgan AKu
hahaha!
NaK PeGi SiNi
i really3x want to go here
at the beach
play under sand beach
salty salt water
blue sea
wonderful sea breeze
one day
if i get my new car
i'll go here
maybe alone
or maybe with my beloved friend
of my lovely siblings
ugh...
it's been a long time since I've been there
i really needs to release my stress!
bile laa...
ONE FINE DAY
Insyaallah~
NaMe
Ak...
mm...
fobia tol ngn org y bername
syafiq
hehe...
y??
mm...
my history
let bygone be bygone~
right???
correct!
SMILE ALWAYS
~Chao~
Sunday, January 15, 2012
EmO
aku
nak kate emo arini
xla gak...
nak kate xde mood,
baru je abeh exam statistik tadi
cume suddenly after finished exam
sorrowfulness came to me
dark clouds covers my heart
i just feel sad...
the sadness remains only in my heart
can't be solved by anyone
tears always follow my sadness...sometimes jela...
hahahaa...
from what i know,
this is just a test from Ilahi
AL-mighty Allah
He knows best
I tried to ignore
just think about myself
don't care about others
but...
it rips me
makes me despair
i believe there's reason behind all this
I wish one fine day,
the clouds and sorrow will fade away from me
and my family...
amin~
p/s: stadi pandai2
nak kate emo arini
xla gak...
nak kate xde mood,
baru je abeh exam statistik tadi
cume suddenly after finished exam
sorrowfulness came to me
dark clouds covers my heart
i just feel sad...
the sadness remains only in my heart
can't be solved by anyone
tears always follow my sadness...sometimes jela...
hahahaa...
from what i know,
this is just a test from Ilahi
AL-mighty Allah
He knows best
I tried to ignore
just think about myself
don't care about others
but...
it rips me
makes me despair
i believe there's reason behind all this
I wish one fine day,
the clouds and sorrow will fade away from me
and my family...
amin~
p/s: stadi pandai2
Saturday, January 14, 2012
LasT PaPer
Annyeong!
Hye oLL'z..
alamakkk...
penat nye nak stadi STATISTIK
toMorroW 2-4pm
my last paper in this SeM
2 papers have already passed
1 left...
aigoO
2 paper sebelum ni memerlukan bacaan n pengiraan n penghafalan
statistic kali ni plak memerlukan pemahaman
adoiyay...
xsaba nak beh exam
tp bile da beh, kene wat Final Year Project plak
method pon xde
xreti laa nak wat projek research
mm..........
pape pown,
HwaiTinG!!
Hye oLL'z..
alamakkk...
penat nye nak stadi STATISTIK
toMorroW 2-4pm
my last paper in this SeM
2 papers have already passed
1 left...
aigoO
2 paper sebelum ni memerlukan bacaan n pengiraan n penghafalan
statistic kali ni plak memerlukan pemahaman
adoiyay...
xsaba nak beh exam
tp bile da beh, kene wat Final Year Project plak
method pon xde
xreti laa nak wat projek research
mm..........
pape pown,
HwaiTinG!!
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
My FiRst MoVie
Nak citer nih,
ak sekarang da dinobatkan sebagai seorang pelakon filem
baru je habis penggambaran filem ak yg pertama
genre seram n ak as Lead Actor in that movie
dan citer tu dah ditayangkan pon kat TV sehari lepas filem tu siap!
korg caye x???
actually......ak mimpi sebenanye~~~~~
hahaha~~~~~
ak mimpi ak berlakon lam filem seram
arahan sape ak xtahu la plok
dalam filem tu, ak berlakon sbgai kakak n ade sorang adik perempuan
ktorang dalam perjalanan nak pegi mane tah naek kete
dan obviously bukan ak yang bawak kete tuh
sebab bapak ak yg bawak kete mase tuh..hihi
then, kete kami berenti kat satu tempat
xsure kete rosak ke atau
saje2 berenti nak amek angin
kt tepi jalan raya tu seblahnye adalah hutan
then, berlakula keseraman dan gangguan dari bebola api yg muncul dari hutan tu
ak pon jerit kat adik ak "cepat, lari. masuk kete!"
tibe2 ak terperasan
bapak ak da xde kat lam kete tuh
tertinggal kt sane atau wataknye dah d padamkan...hehe...
ak plak y bawak kete dengan expert nye
ak wat xkesah la plak kat watak bapak ak tu, ak tros kan perjalanan dengan adik perempuan ak
huuuhuuu~
then.......................
ape ek........
alamak......
xhengat larrr plak.....
yg ak ingat, ak nmpak diri ak lat lam tv ngah berlakon citer antu tuh....hahahah
pe daaa..
xlawak pon senanye...
lantak laaa...
just enjoy.....
wink!
ak sekarang da dinobatkan sebagai seorang pelakon filem
baru je habis penggambaran filem ak yg pertama
genre seram n ak as Lead Actor in that movie
dan citer tu dah ditayangkan pon kat TV sehari lepas filem tu siap!
korg caye x???
actually......ak mimpi sebenanye~~~~~
hahaha~~~~~
ak mimpi ak berlakon lam filem seram
arahan sape ak xtahu la plok
dalam filem tu, ak berlakon sbgai kakak n ade sorang adik perempuan
ktorang dalam perjalanan nak pegi mane tah naek kete
dan obviously bukan ak yang bawak kete tuh
sebab bapak ak yg bawak kete mase tuh..hihi
then, kete kami berenti kat satu tempat
xsure kete rosak ke atau
saje2 berenti nak amek angin
kt tepi jalan raya tu seblahnye adalah hutan
then, berlakula keseraman dan gangguan dari bebola api yg muncul dari hutan tu
ak pon jerit kat adik ak "cepat, lari. masuk kete!"
tibe2 ak terperasan
bapak ak da xde kat lam kete tuh
tertinggal kt sane atau wataknye dah d padamkan...hehe...
ak plak y bawak kete dengan expert nye
ak wat xkesah la plak kat watak bapak ak tu, ak tros kan perjalanan dengan adik perempuan ak
huuuhuuu~
then.......................
ape ek........
alamak......
xhengat larrr plak.....
yg ak ingat, ak nmpak diri ak lat lam tv ngah berlakon citer antu tuh....hahahah
pe daaa..
xlawak pon senanye...
lantak laaa...
just enjoy.....
wink!
Beautiful Window
This is my lovely windows
i love it...
Every time i walk in front of my block i will look at my beautiful windows
hehe...
but now, the bright color has fading away
but still,
i love to watch my windows from afar
hahaha...
Monday, January 9, 2012
SaLaM JaNuaRy
Salam SeMua
SaLam Tahun Baru juga..heehee...
walaupon dah 9 ari kite masok new year,
masih lagi d bulan JaNuaRy
tringat lagu JANUARY from Glen..hehe
lagu fevret mase kat sekolah menengah dulu
feeling2..kiki
Menjengah je tahun Baru ni,
ak bz ngan
FINAL EXAM
as usual la,
da namenye pon student
xlain dan xbukan mestilah event yang paling dinantikan oleh semua yg bergelar pelajar
FINAL EXAM
hehehe
Actually,
ak excited sket sebab my blog looks new...heeee
cantik x??
cam budak-budak kan??
MODE teenagers
beselarr...kiki...
supposly i am studying
but suddenly
my blog menarik mate n perhatian ak tok menulis malam ini
ok lah...
i just want to say hi in this blog
even xde org y akan membacenye
hehehehehehe....
nitezz...
ehh...cilap...
monink!
3.15 AM 9Jan12
Friday, September 23, 2011
AKU DA LULUS TEST JPJ!!!!
yeah...!
senanye ari isnin ritu da lulus
hehehe...
gumbiranya atikuuuu
lesen pon da siap,
khamis semalam...
hehehe....
hope kereta pon lam tahun nih gak...
amin.....
hihihi
Saturday, September 17, 2011
NoVeL
ok...
nape tajuk die novel??
ini kerana ak nak cakap pasal satu novel yang telah berjaya menarik mata n minat ak untuk d baca
novel tu bertajuk:
SUMPAHAN SANG DEWI
yepp...
that novel i can rate it 4/5
y??
sebab jalan cite die agak menarik untuk dibaca
sebelum tu, ak nk stress kan d sini
sape yang xsuke citer2 misteri, seram n cam mengarut xyah la bace
hehehe
sebabnya citer kt lam novel nih mostly mengarut laa
tapi tu yang ak suke bace..:D
mule2 citer tu dah sonok sebab die banyak sal misteri rumah yang dorang sewa tu n kaitan ngn lara, misteri gambar 5orang adik-beradik yg hensem yg tersimpan kat lam rumah tu and sebab kenapa hantu2 tu xtenteram n kacau kawan2 lara.
Bile dah nak ujong2 citer, die agak mengarut la ket sbb watak tu sebenarnya da berusia 200tahun.hahaha... tah pape je kan? tapi tula, ak nih suke bace something adventures other than love story yg berjela-jela n membosankan.
end.
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
aNtaRa 3...?
hehe...
3 ker???
yepp...
3 larr....
satu.............kat JKM
due..............kat UPM
tige..............none of it
knape ade 3?
ak xde la terkejot pon
now i am 21 years old..
tkotnyeee kalu ak menamatkn zmn freedom ak awal...
i am soooo not ready....huhuhu
first of all, ak nk p korea dulu..
nk keje kat sne for many years,
bile da bosan baru lek ke mesia
yepp!
y dr UPM tu, mte ak asek trnmpk die jeee.....
ish.....pd ak die sooo perfect in appearance
cam nickhun
tp ak tau keperibadian die xde laa perfect mane pon...hehehe
ayat y salu kua dr cell2 otak ak adalah
"knape org y ak ske xpnah nk ske kt ak lek?"
hehehe...... gedix!
ataupon, org tuu ske kt ak tp cume die segan n malu nk bersuare...
yeker??? ish! xske laa org y x brani...wasting my time...huuhuu..
tp.....entah laa.....beerserah pada allah lah..insyaallah....:)
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