Future...

I'm 24yo this year.
Achievement?
Ok la. Da naik flight.
My wishlish achieved.
Tapi,
Maybe will got terminated
Due to Penswastaan.
Mungkin.

Takpela,
Rezeki ade d mane2.
Tapi ak paling tak suke pegi intebiu.
Lots to prepare.
Im so lazy to do it.
Haha

My love life?
Dsebabkan ak ni inconsistent,
Relationship mg xde
Ak malas nk layan
Tak suke, bosan, lagi2 kalu mesej2.
Malas lagi.
Aigooo...

Lagi satu,
For once in my life
I would like to be in love with
The one that i like.
For once in my life
I want to be in love with
Someone that meets my criteria.
Then, if that relationship is not success,
Xpela.. I follow the flow,
Lower my expectations.
But sofar,
Ak tak jumpa lagi
Someone yg ak betul2 nak
Orang yg ak taknak,
berduyun2 datang...aku taknak...

My heart did not beats for them.
It beats for someone else.
I know the time hasn't come yet.
Maybe. Just wait.
Insyaallah...

Mak ak da bising da
Asek tanye,
Risau ak takde bopren lagi
Takut ak jadi andartu.. Hehee
Ak pon takot gk, cume,
hati tak terbuka..
Dah canne...
Ok lah

Target tahun depan 2015:
Dapatkan calon suami

Target 2016:
Kahwin

Haha...kemain...
Mampu ker?
Gitewww...

Bukan kerana aku tak cinta

Dari situ ku berlari
Mengejar mimpi-mimpi. .

Alahai...
Tangkap cinta ak sama abang jebat
Oh god, just give me someone muke cam sharnaaz ahmad pon da ok..ak xmintak lebih..amin..hehehee

Nitozzz

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LaGu...

Suke denga lagu Keajaiban cinta nyanyian Adira n Aliff Aziz tu.

'Kerna Cinta, ku mampu mematahkan sepi
Ku sanggup menunggu dirimu,
Walau seumur hidup'

Bile denga opening lagu ni, ak terbayangkan someone in luxurious room looking far thru a window at the middle of the night, looking at the star, then look at the modern city in front of him/her, from the room, can see other buildings n street lights, small n like a firefly, feels lonely... Thats what i thought..hehee...

Next lagu,
Alasan Untuk Bahagia...nyanyian Asfan.
Ni pon lagu the best laa..

Lagu ni ak xdpt bayangkan pape. Cume, perasaan rase sangat berat n sedih.

'Sejujurnya masih ada rasa cinta,
Yang tak akan putus kerna alasanmu,
Untuk ku bahagia...'

Rase nak nangehh...waaaa.....

3rd song,
Romancinta, nyanyian MOJO..

'Aku yg paling ku damba,
Tanpamu hilanglah makna, untuk menikmati romancinta,
Aku akan setia selamanya,
Selagi masih bernyawa...'

Lagu ni ak bayangkan something tragic happen to that man, ujan lebat mencurah-curah, n he really wants that girl, n he feels lost. He crush to the ground. Where is that girl? He try to finds her.. N he swear to love her forever, try to convince her, in the middle of the rain...wooooowoooowoooo....tragic...
Hahaha...my imagination..

4th song,
Tetap menantimu...by Nomad.. Bcuz of him, ak nak kawen ngn org trengganu...ganu kite..kekeke

'Aku d sini kan slalu menunggu,
Yang slalu ada d setiap waktumu,
Slalu menanti jawapan mu,
Untuk cinta yang terakhir'

Ok..i'll wait 4 u. Do come to me no matter what ok!

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Sleep

Banyak sgt tido pon tak bagus!

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WORK...

Esok keje, mate xnk terlelap. Kenapa nervous sangat ni? My job?
I dont feel secure.
I feel unsafe.
I scared.
Ya allah, help me to choose the best.
Help me to get a better job.
Help me to b the best among the best.
Amin.

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:D

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L.O.V.E

Ada apa dengan cinta?
What is love?
Is it good?
Is it sweet?
Or is it only lust?

Entah lah.
Never experience it
So dont know how it feels

Boleh x ak xnak?
I wanna avoid it
If possible.

I dont want it.
But it keeps knock me.
When im alone, when im in despair.
Oh god...
In novels, everything seems happy
Eventhought there is enemy
But how about reality?
Haha..its so funny...

Person like me
I dont think i deserve it
Love is not for me
It makes me freets
Haha

But what if love comes to me?
What should i do?
Just follow the flow jelah kan
There is no script to refer
Only advice from the elder
That will come in handy
Which will become a wise words az references

N i know,
Masanya belum tiba lagi.
Hopefully when the time comes,
He is able to b my imam, my hero, my love
Until jannah
Insyaallah

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Its me!

Aku...
*Seorang yang SANGAT TINGGI...
*Seorang yang kuat berangan...
*Seorang yang pemalu...
*Seorang yang sangat suke stalk budak2 chomell...
Especially anak fynn jamal, Irine nadia n rncngan reality show korea yg ade budak2 comel
*Seorang yang pentingkan keluarga...
*Seorang yang suke shoping xhengat d0niaaaaa...
*Seorang yang peka ngn kecantikan...
Masih explore which product cn make me looks younger n beautiful..hehe
*Seorang yang cepat tersentuh...
*Seorang yang tak friendly ngn lelaki...
*Seorang kakak sulung...
*Seorang yang setia (kot...hehe..)
*Seorang yang cepat bosan...
*Seorang yang pemalas (kalau dok sgsorg la..)
*Seorang yang protective
*Seorang yang banyak bercakap ngn orang yg ak kenal
*Seorang yang suke melancong...
*Seorang yang tepati masa...
*Seorang yang mengikut peraturan...
*Seorang yg sensitif ngn perasaan orang lain...
*Seorang yg xsuke sorang2...
*Seorang yg suke dok kt umah..hehe
*Seorang yg syok sendiri..(boleh x??)hahaaa
*Seorang yg CANTIK! (Sape lagi nk puji diri sndri selain diri sndiri kan?hee...)

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Entah ler....

Xtau la.
Ape yg aku nak sebenarnya?

Camne nak nampak younger than ur true age?
Hahaha...
Gitu plak..
Ak ni baru 24 tapi da nampak cam umo 30 tahun.
Siyesly...ow goshhhh..ottoke...

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My 24th life...

Happy 2014.. I getting OLD.
Oh god...still cant believe that im aging...haha

Just face it..
Actually, 2 of my 2013 goals almost successful..

1. Vacation
2. Car

Insyaallah...i execute it this year...amin

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Umur and blablabla

Ak 23 tahun.
Tapi,
Orang cakap muka ak cam orang yg berumur 27 tahun...grrr~
Sedeyhhh...huhuu
Nampak sgt tua la ak mi upenye
Ade someone tu cakap
"Bagus la..leh wat protection. Orang tak kacau..haha"
Hamboi...
Memang la xkaco, sbb depe igt ak da berpunye..
Hehe...
Patut laa smpai sekarang single mingle
Ek??? Ade kaitan x??? Hehe...

Kat pat keje ak,
Ade ramai yg berumur 27 tahun
N ramai lg yg masih single
Dasyat kan???
Tapi here's the catch,
They all doesn't looks like 27..
They all looks like 21 years old.
Can u believe it???
Cannot kan???
Camane laa depe bole mask their age..
I'm so envy..hohooo
I think, kene jage pemakanan n exercise alot kot...

Arini baru ari slase.
Tapi dah mengharap ari jumaat
Aiyoo
Sok nak kai baju ape?
Ak xske recycle baju
Tapi,
Tu saje yg ade
Kan best kalu sophisticated
Cam one of my collegue
Segan ak nak berkawan ngan die
Nampak cam anak dato sunggoh
So sophisticated n trendy
Ak?? Selekeh aje..hukhuk...

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Monday Blues

Da nak masuk monday da ni.. now its 11.59pm.. another 1 minute. When i post this, maybe its already past midnight..
Oh goshh...
Y am i feeling like this..
Its all mind set. Monday is nothing actually.
Y should i feel like this?
Y i feel nervous?
As usual larr.. when its monday, my heart beats fast.
Hurghhhhhhhhh
I hate this.
Can i remove my heart?
So that it will not beating? Haha..
Then i'll b dead...
Now i know something bout myself.
I dont like uncertainty.
I dont like changes.
Eventhough i easily get bored.
Thats what i dont like bout myself.
Ok.
Remember!
Its all Mind Set!
Mind control please!
I CAN DO IT!
I CAN DO IT!
I CAN DO IT!
chaiyok2x!!!

Tomorrow will gonna b fun.
Heol.

May allah bless me
May allah save me
From any kind of mislead
Amin...

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News

Kucing ni sangat jinak...:D




Red carpet..hehe




I'm here...

Lastly,




Burning red!

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Blank~

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RayaRayaRaya 2013

Yeay
Nak raya dah...
Sapa suka time raya?
Sume orang suka..hihihi

Aku pon suka sebab dapat balik kampung
OooOooOoo balik kampung
OooOooOoo balik kampung
Hati girang...

Lame dah xjumpa mak kt kampung
Rindu kat mak ngn nenek kt sane
Nak balik time hari biasa
Susah plak
Time raya je ade masa nak balik
Hehe...

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LAGU

Malam,
Bawa airmata ku yang mengalir
Membasuh luka ku~
Ombak rindu

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi,
Cinta yang menyakiti,
Biarlah ku sendiri,
Tanpa kasih di hati~
Shahir, Pendam

Hahaa... lagu ni yang salu berkumandang lam kepala otak aku..
Adoi...feeling ke?
Aku minat lagu2 slow camni
Orang cakap,
Lagu2 ni menggambar kan ape yg kite rase sebenarnya
Tapi, aku nak kate putus cinte,
Takde la plak..hehehe

Lagu Pendam nyanyian Shahir ni kan,
Yang aku tau die nyanyi lepas je die clash ngan Rozita kan...
Entah ler... kalau d tengokkan,
Shahir ni banyak nyanyi lagu putus cinta
Sian...mesti pengalaman dia ni..

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Down Down Down

Bila Ku Kenang
Ku Renung Gambar Wajahmu
Kisah Yang Lalu Tak Akan Berulang Lagi
Pada Bayangan
Di Angin Lalu
Membisikkan Kata Rindu Bayangan...

*lirik tunggang-langgang*

BIOTEKNOLOGI

Sape berangan nak amek kos ni kat malaysia xyah la. Kat malaysia ni industri masih lagi tak berkembang. Syarikat biotek cuma bersaiz kecil dan tidak memerlukan jumlah pekerja yang banyak. Dalam satu syarikat, cuma nak 4 orang je maximum. So? Graduan biotek yang lain pergi kemana? Bidang lain la jawabnya. Sia-sia lah ijazah yang kita dapat tu. End up, sambung master, phD jadi pensyarah. Mana yang tak mampu, continue jela keje dalam bidang yang tak berkaitan with low salary income. Yepp.

I'm a bit frustrated about this reality cuz im a graduated biotechnologist.
Wait.
Maybe i can take this opportunity to enhance this industry to the fullest in Malaysia and become the pioneer. Right???

I will not lost hope, and will someday become a respectable n reputable biotechnologist one day, which will be recognised by the world.

Insyaallah.

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Sajer...

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I'm Sorry

It's not that i hate you.
It's not that i don't like you.
It's just me.
I am the problem.
I can't hold onto you.
I can't bring you inside my heart.
There is something wrong with me.
I did'nt dare to let anyone come to my heart.
Maybe my heart did not ready?
Maybe you are not the one?
Or maybe i'm scared?
So yes. The problem is with me.
I did'nt meant to hurt anyone of you.
I did'nt meant to push anyone of you.
It just i'm not ready to let anyone of you
Enter my heart.
Let's time decide.
Let's time deal it.
Let's time heal it.

END.

FuTuRe

Things that i scared the most are the future.Thinking bout future makes me wonder, whether i can survive in this world or not. The future holds thousands and one mystery. The path i choose will determine how the pictures look likes. Can i success? Its depends on how willing i am to take challenge. Dont frett by yourself. Be brave by grasping the future. You lead your own life. Not anyone around you. Motivation is what you need. High motivation will brings you far from here, far from what you are now. So, be strong. Courage will bring you there.