:D

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L.O.V.E

Ada apa dengan cinta?
What is love?
Is it good?
Is it sweet?
Or is it only lust?

Entah lah.
Never experience it
So dont know how it feels

Boleh x ak xnak?
I wanna avoid it
If possible.

I dont want it.
But it keeps knock me.
When im alone, when im in despair.
Oh god...
In novels, everything seems happy
Eventhought there is enemy
But how about reality?
Haha..its so funny...

Person like me
I dont think i deserve it
Love is not for me
It makes me freets
Haha

But what if love comes to me?
What should i do?
Just follow the flow jelah kan
There is no script to refer
Only advice from the elder
That will come in handy
Which will become a wise words az references

N i know,
Masanya belum tiba lagi.
Hopefully when the time comes,
He is able to b my imam, my hero, my love
Until jannah
Insyaallah

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Its me!

Aku...
*Seorang yang SANGAT TINGGI...
*Seorang yang kuat berangan...
*Seorang yang pemalu...
*Seorang yang sangat suke stalk budak2 chomell...
Especially anak fynn jamal, Irine nadia n rncngan reality show korea yg ade budak2 comel
*Seorang yang pentingkan keluarga...
*Seorang yang suke shoping xhengat d0niaaaaa...
*Seorang yang peka ngn kecantikan...
Masih explore which product cn make me looks younger n beautiful..hehe
*Seorang yang cepat tersentuh...
*Seorang yang tak friendly ngn lelaki...
*Seorang kakak sulung...
*Seorang yang setia (kot...hehe..)
*Seorang yang cepat bosan...
*Seorang yang pemalas (kalau dok sgsorg la..)
*Seorang yang protective
*Seorang yang banyak bercakap ngn orang yg ak kenal
*Seorang yang suke melancong...
*Seorang yang tepati masa...
*Seorang yang mengikut peraturan...
*Seorang yg sensitif ngn perasaan orang lain...
*Seorang yg xsuke sorang2...
*Seorang yg suke dok kt umah..hehe
*Seorang yg syok sendiri..(boleh x??)hahaaa
*Seorang yg CANTIK! (Sape lagi nk puji diri sndri selain diri sndiri kan?hee...)

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Entah ler....

Xtau la.
Ape yg aku nak sebenarnya?

Camne nak nampak younger than ur true age?
Hahaha...
Gitu plak..
Ak ni baru 24 tapi da nampak cam umo 30 tahun.
Siyesly...ow goshhhh..ottoke...

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My 24th life...

Happy 2014.. I getting OLD.
Oh god...still cant believe that im aging...haha

Just face it..
Actually, 2 of my 2013 goals almost successful..

1. Vacation
2. Car

Insyaallah...i execute it this year...amin

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Umur and blablabla

Ak 23 tahun.
Tapi,
Orang cakap muka ak cam orang yg berumur 27 tahun...grrr~
Sedeyhhh...huhuu
Nampak sgt tua la ak mi upenye
Ade someone tu cakap
"Bagus la..leh wat protection. Orang tak kacau..haha"
Hamboi...
Memang la xkaco, sbb depe igt ak da berpunye..
Hehe...
Patut laa smpai sekarang single mingle
Ek??? Ade kaitan x??? Hehe...

Kat pat keje ak,
Ade ramai yg berumur 27 tahun
N ramai lg yg masih single
Dasyat kan???
Tapi here's the catch,
They all doesn't looks like 27..
They all looks like 21 years old.
Can u believe it???
Cannot kan???
Camane laa depe bole mask their age..
I'm so envy..hohooo
I think, kene jage pemakanan n exercise alot kot...

Arini baru ari slase.
Tapi dah mengharap ari jumaat
Aiyoo
Sok nak kai baju ape?
Ak xske recycle baju
Tapi,
Tu saje yg ade
Kan best kalu sophisticated
Cam one of my collegue
Segan ak nak berkawan ngan die
Nampak cam anak dato sunggoh
So sophisticated n trendy
Ak?? Selekeh aje..hukhuk...

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Monday Blues

Da nak masuk monday da ni.. now its 11.59pm.. another 1 minute. When i post this, maybe its already past midnight..
Oh goshh...
Y am i feeling like this..
Its all mind set. Monday is nothing actually.
Y should i feel like this?
Y i feel nervous?
As usual larr.. when its monday, my heart beats fast.
Hurghhhhhhhhh
I hate this.
Can i remove my heart?
So that it will not beating? Haha..
Then i'll b dead...
Now i know something bout myself.
I dont like uncertainty.
I dont like changes.
Eventhough i easily get bored.
Thats what i dont like bout myself.
Ok.
Remember!
Its all Mind Set!
Mind control please!
I CAN DO IT!
I CAN DO IT!
I CAN DO IT!
chaiyok2x!!!

Tomorrow will gonna b fun.
Heol.

May allah bless me
May allah save me
From any kind of mislead
Amin...

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News

Kucing ni sangat jinak...:D




Red carpet..hehe




I'm here...

Lastly,




Burning red!

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Blank~

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RayaRayaRaya 2013

Yeay
Nak raya dah...
Sapa suka time raya?
Sume orang suka..hihihi

Aku pon suka sebab dapat balik kampung
OooOooOoo balik kampung
OooOooOoo balik kampung
Hati girang...

Lame dah xjumpa mak kt kampung
Rindu kat mak ngn nenek kt sane
Nak balik time hari biasa
Susah plak
Time raya je ade masa nak balik
Hehe...

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LAGU

Malam,
Bawa airmata ku yang mengalir
Membasuh luka ku~
Ombak rindu

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi,
Cinta yang menyakiti,
Biarlah ku sendiri,
Tanpa kasih di hati~
Shahir, Pendam

Hahaa... lagu ni yang salu berkumandang lam kepala otak aku..
Adoi...feeling ke?
Aku minat lagu2 slow camni
Orang cakap,
Lagu2 ni menggambar kan ape yg kite rase sebenarnya
Tapi, aku nak kate putus cinte,
Takde la plak..hehehe

Lagu Pendam nyanyian Shahir ni kan,
Yang aku tau die nyanyi lepas je die clash ngan Rozita kan...
Entah ler... kalau d tengokkan,
Shahir ni banyak nyanyi lagu putus cinta
Sian...mesti pengalaman dia ni..

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Down Down Down

Bila Ku Kenang
Ku Renung Gambar Wajahmu
Kisah Yang Lalu Tak Akan Berulang Lagi
Pada Bayangan
Di Angin Lalu
Membisikkan Kata Rindu Bayangan...

*lirik tunggang-langgang*

BIOTEKNOLOGI

Sape berangan nak amek kos ni kat malaysia xyah la. Kat malaysia ni industri masih lagi tak berkembang. Syarikat biotek cuma bersaiz kecil dan tidak memerlukan jumlah pekerja yang banyak. Dalam satu syarikat, cuma nak 4 orang je maximum. So? Graduan biotek yang lain pergi kemana? Bidang lain la jawabnya. Sia-sia lah ijazah yang kita dapat tu. End up, sambung master, phD jadi pensyarah. Mana yang tak mampu, continue jela keje dalam bidang yang tak berkaitan with low salary income. Yepp.

I'm a bit frustrated about this reality cuz im a graduated biotechnologist.
Wait.
Maybe i can take this opportunity to enhance this industry to the fullest in Malaysia and become the pioneer. Right???

I will not lost hope, and will someday become a respectable n reputable biotechnologist one day, which will be recognised by the world.

Insyaallah.

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Sajer...

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I'm Sorry

It's not that i hate you.
It's not that i don't like you.
It's just me.
I am the problem.
I can't hold onto you.
I can't bring you inside my heart.
There is something wrong with me.
I did'nt dare to let anyone come to my heart.
Maybe my heart did not ready?
Maybe you are not the one?
Or maybe i'm scared?
So yes. The problem is with me.
I did'nt meant to hurt anyone of you.
I did'nt meant to push anyone of you.
It just i'm not ready to let anyone of you
Enter my heart.
Let's time decide.
Let's time deal it.
Let's time heal it.

END.

FuTuRe

Things that i scared the most are the future.Thinking bout future makes me wonder, whether i can survive in this world or not. The future holds thousands and one mystery. The path i choose will determine how the pictures look likes. Can i success? Its depends on how willing i am to take challenge. Dont frett by yourself. Be brave by grasping the future. You lead your own life. Not anyone around you. Motivation is what you need. High motivation will brings you far from here, far from what you are now. So, be strong. Courage will bring you there.

PaNaZZZZZZZ

The Weather in HOT.
SO HOT.
The Heat awaken me.
My Body Cells start activating me.
So I cant sleep.
Well Done Weather.
So now, Please do something good.
Online? Read books? Watch drama?
hehehe...
Papo jo lah...

p/s: Rugi xpegi Subang Parade semalam. Afiq Muiz ade disane, press conference.. Si tanggang 2013..hohoo..

Korean Drama Analysis - Unrequited Love

Okey..annyeong...
Nak citer nie sal Unrequited Love dalam drama-drama korea. Unrequited love which also known as cinta yang tak berbalas. Dalam setiap drama korea mesti ada kes ni.
Dua tiga ari ni ak byk habiskn masa tengok drama2 korea. So aku dapat laa analisis kan disini, situasi itu amatlah wajib dalam setiap drama korea..hahaa...

Menarik ke kisah cinta tak berbalas ni? Wat sedih je ada laa.. kadang2 watak ni akan bertukar jahat sangat2 sebab nak rampas balik orang yang dia suka tu walaupun org tu tak suka kat dia..hmm..ak paling tak suka drama camni. Menyampah. Menyakitkan hati..huhu.. ak takkan tengok laa part perempuan atau lelaki yang tak sedar diri ni..heheee...

Contoh drama, Arang. Tunang kepada Lee Suh Rim aka Arang. Jahat. Pas Suh Rim mati, tetibe nak plak kat Arang, nasib laa Arang hilang ingatan lepas dia mati n jadi manusia balik. Pastu, drama Innocent Man, lakonan Song Joong Ki n Lee Kwang Soo.. Ak tengok sebab Lee Kwang soo je cuz die lawak..hehe.. Citer ni sedih n dramatik sangat, sal Song Joong Ki yg terlalu taksub ngn cinta die. It is an unrequited love cuz dat woman who used to be Joong Ki lover cant forget her love and try to snach him back...hurrr... Sangat2 tak tau malu..grr...

Ada jugak watak baik yang sangat2 kesian dan menyedihkan sebab cinta tak kesampaian yang sangat mendalam kat org tu..sampaikan ak plak yg tangkap cintan sedih melalak sebab watak camtu..hahahaaa... Selalunya kalu ade kes camni kat drama korea, ak akan sokong watak tu daripada hero sebenar..hehe...

Contohnye drama Boys Over Flower. Watak Kim Hyun Joong lam drama tu. Sedih. Unrequited love...huuuu~ pastu drama The Greatest Love, watak Doktor Yun Phil Jun. Sangat baik, lemah lembut, caring, perfect! Tapi, si heroin pilih bad boy as her choice. Thats how the story goes. Tak pe la..

Drama ape yang takde Unrequited love? Hmm...let me think...mm...donnow. Maybe ada cuma ak tak ingat citer ape.. Cite ape ek?? Ohh...citer Faith, heronya Lee Min Ho. Drama tu takde laa unrequited love sangat. Cume masing2 berebut nak dapatkan Doktor from Heaven sebab nak pangkat n kuasa jer..huhuu...

Kalu di bandingkan dengan real life, its happen to everyone jugak kan..haha... cume takde la dramatik cam kat drama tuuu...

'GONE' A Letter for You

He's gone.
No longer around.
Like a song title
From Sistar19
But its reality
He is gone
No longer around
Why should that feeling lingers around

It is so unfair. The world. The heart. Wish can take out that heart, and keep it hidden deep under the sea. So that there is no beating can be heard. Loyal? That is bullshit. You just need to see the world. Then, you can experience more than now. Life is so beautiful to end. Its too many to see. Too many to feel. Too many to heard. Dont regret. So therefore, forget the past, move forward, and make beautiful memory better than now.

From your friend,
Anonymous

FAITH KOREAN DRAMA

Baru abeh tengok. Sebenarnya ni kali kedua ulang tengok. First tengok, skip cepat2 sebab tak saba nak tengok ending. Kali ni tengok tak skip mana2..hehe

Lagu ost drama ni best, Carry On by Ali. Cite die pun bes. Jalan cite yg mantap. Lakonan yg mantap. Pelakon yg mantap.

Mula2 takde la minat mane Lee Min Ho tu. Dlm boys over flower n city hunter, he looks not attractive. But in Faith, he looks so Cool. I can feel their chemistry eventhough the heroin is older than him. Tak cm previous drama Lee Min Ho yg sebelum ni..huhu...i'm melting…hahaha...

Drama Faith ni mengisahkan Eun Soo yg kene kidnap dari dunia skg ni masuk ke dunia zaman dlu. Mula2 rasa cm tak best sebb banyak sangat drama genre ni. Tapi once da start tengok, i cant stop..huhu... Si Eun Soo ni mata duitan, selfish n penakut. Org yg kidnap die lak Choi Young, general Woodalchi yg smart. Once sampai ke zaman dulu, die kene selamatkan Queen from Yuan, and end up stuck there for a long time.

The best twist in this drama is she is actually the legendary Hwata from 100 years ago, a doctor from heaven they said.

Die sebenarnya yg gunakan Heaven's gate to get back to her beloved one. Its so touching..huhu...

Ribut

Salam n good evening..

Nk cakap sal ape ek?
Mm...
Cuaca mendung betul petang ni. Cuma hujan belum turun lagi. Angin bertiup kuat masuk ke dalam rumah..

Rumah ak sekarang tgkat 4, kalu dulu dok tgkat 16 kt kota damansara, time ribut mang scary. Angin kuat cam puting beliung, dengan bunyi angin bersiul, air hujan masuk rumah, wohh...cam tengah berlawan ngn monsun ribut taufan, tapi seronok..haha.. ak suka perkara yg unexpected n exciting cmni..huahaha..

Ingat lagi kejadian Tsunami thun bile tah tu, tsunami yg melibatkan 3 negara jd mangsa, Malaysia, Thailang n Indon. Mase kejadian tu brlaku, ak ad kt umah, nga tido..haha.. mase tu umah ak kt kota damansara tgkat 16. Makck, pakcik, nenek n family ak sume ad kt umah. mase tu waktu pagi. Ak kt dreamland mase tu..hehe..

Mase nga syok tido tetibe ak rase katil ak mcm ad org goyang kiri kanan. Ak mule r nk marah rase. Bukak mate, takde sape pon dalam bilik. Ak da rase seram. Antu???????? Jantung da mula berdegup kencang. Tros ak kua dari blik. Mak, nenek, sume nga sarapan pagi. Ak masuk toilet. Toilet tu pon cam dgoncang kiri kanan. Air lam bekas air berkocak kuat. Ak sampai trpaksa brsandar kat dinding supaya tak jatuh. Kepala ak yg problem ke atau mang umah ak brgoyang?? Abeh je buang hajat lam toilet cpat2 ak kua cari mak ak, nasib bek sume org dlam umah pon rase goncangan rumah yg ak rase pagi tu, so ak bkan giler..huhu..

Jiran2 kat lua rumah mula menjerit-jerit soh turun. Ktorg pe lg, gelabah kemas ape yg patut. Org len sume trun ikut tangga. Ktorg stu family tros brgerak ke arah lif..haha! Lif??? Ad ke gune lif mase ni.. ktorang tak tringat lgsg xleh gune lif mase ni. Padahal tangga seblah umah jer pon..huhu... nasib bek sepanjg nek lif takde pape jadi. Tp bngunan masih lagi bergoyang...takut,nervous,excited sume ak rase. Smpai kt bwah ak tgk ramai dah pghuni2 blok brkumpul. Ak tak tahu kenapa umah ak bergoyang sakan mase tu.

Bomba datang. Polis pon datang. Kecoh gk keadaan mase tu. Ktorg tunggu sampai tgh ari gk la kt bwh sampai la phak berkuasa ckap keadaan da selamat..

Lastly ak dpt tau Tsunami da langgar Banda Aceh, dan juga Penang n Thailand. Menggigil ak mase tu. Ap yg ak rase pagi tu cuma sipi je. Kejadian tu mang menginsafkan ak akan kebesaran Allah...Allahuakhbar...