Down Down Down

Bila Ku Kenang
Ku Renung Gambar Wajahmu
Kisah Yang Lalu Tak Akan Berulang Lagi
Pada Bayangan
Di Angin Lalu
Membisikkan Kata Rindu Bayangan...

*lirik tunggang-langgang*

BIOTEKNOLOGI

Sape berangan nak amek kos ni kat malaysia xyah la. Kat malaysia ni industri masih lagi tak berkembang. Syarikat biotek cuma bersaiz kecil dan tidak memerlukan jumlah pekerja yang banyak. Dalam satu syarikat, cuma nak 4 orang je maximum. So? Graduan biotek yang lain pergi kemana? Bidang lain la jawabnya. Sia-sia lah ijazah yang kita dapat tu. End up, sambung master, phD jadi pensyarah. Mana yang tak mampu, continue jela keje dalam bidang yang tak berkaitan with low salary income. Yepp.

I'm a bit frustrated about this reality cuz im a graduated biotechnologist.
Wait.
Maybe i can take this opportunity to enhance this industry to the fullest in Malaysia and become the pioneer. Right???

I will not lost hope, and will someday become a respectable n reputable biotechnologist one day, which will be recognised by the world.

Insyaallah.

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Sajer...

posted from Bloggeroid

I'm Sorry

It's not that i hate you.
It's not that i don't like you.
It's just me.
I am the problem.
I can't hold onto you.
I can't bring you inside my heart.
There is something wrong with me.
I did'nt dare to let anyone come to my heart.
Maybe my heart did not ready?
Maybe you are not the one?
Or maybe i'm scared?
So yes. The problem is with me.
I did'nt meant to hurt anyone of you.
I did'nt meant to push anyone of you.
It just i'm not ready to let anyone of you
Enter my heart.
Let's time decide.
Let's time deal it.
Let's time heal it.

END.

FuTuRe

Things that i scared the most are the future.Thinking bout future makes me wonder, whether i can survive in this world or not. The future holds thousands and one mystery. The path i choose will determine how the pictures look likes. Can i success? Its depends on how willing i am to take challenge. Dont frett by yourself. Be brave by grasping the future. You lead your own life. Not anyone around you. Motivation is what you need. High motivation will brings you far from here, far from what you are now. So, be strong. Courage will bring you there.

PaNaZZZZZZZ

The Weather in HOT.
SO HOT.
The Heat awaken me.
My Body Cells start activating me.
So I cant sleep.
Well Done Weather.
So now, Please do something good.
Online? Read books? Watch drama?
hehehe...
Papo jo lah...

p/s: Rugi xpegi Subang Parade semalam. Afiq Muiz ade disane, press conference.. Si tanggang 2013..hohoo..

Korean Drama Analysis - Unrequited Love

Okey..annyeong...
Nak citer nie sal Unrequited Love dalam drama-drama korea. Unrequited love which also known as cinta yang tak berbalas. Dalam setiap drama korea mesti ada kes ni.
Dua tiga ari ni ak byk habiskn masa tengok drama2 korea. So aku dapat laa analisis kan disini, situasi itu amatlah wajib dalam setiap drama korea..hahaa...

Menarik ke kisah cinta tak berbalas ni? Wat sedih je ada laa.. kadang2 watak ni akan bertukar jahat sangat2 sebab nak rampas balik orang yang dia suka tu walaupun org tu tak suka kat dia..hmm..ak paling tak suka drama camni. Menyampah. Menyakitkan hati..huhu.. ak takkan tengok laa part perempuan atau lelaki yang tak sedar diri ni..heheee...

Contoh drama, Arang. Tunang kepada Lee Suh Rim aka Arang. Jahat. Pas Suh Rim mati, tetibe nak plak kat Arang, nasib laa Arang hilang ingatan lepas dia mati n jadi manusia balik. Pastu, drama Innocent Man, lakonan Song Joong Ki n Lee Kwang Soo.. Ak tengok sebab Lee Kwang soo je cuz die lawak..hehe.. Citer ni sedih n dramatik sangat, sal Song Joong Ki yg terlalu taksub ngn cinta die. It is an unrequited love cuz dat woman who used to be Joong Ki lover cant forget her love and try to snach him back...hurrr... Sangat2 tak tau malu..grr...

Ada jugak watak baik yang sangat2 kesian dan menyedihkan sebab cinta tak kesampaian yang sangat mendalam kat org tu..sampaikan ak plak yg tangkap cintan sedih melalak sebab watak camtu..hahahaaa... Selalunya kalu ade kes camni kat drama korea, ak akan sokong watak tu daripada hero sebenar..hehe...

Contohnye drama Boys Over Flower. Watak Kim Hyun Joong lam drama tu. Sedih. Unrequited love...huuuu~ pastu drama The Greatest Love, watak Doktor Yun Phil Jun. Sangat baik, lemah lembut, caring, perfect! Tapi, si heroin pilih bad boy as her choice. Thats how the story goes. Tak pe la..

Drama ape yang takde Unrequited love? Hmm...let me think...mm...donnow. Maybe ada cuma ak tak ingat citer ape.. Cite ape ek?? Ohh...citer Faith, heronya Lee Min Ho. Drama tu takde laa unrequited love sangat. Cume masing2 berebut nak dapatkan Doktor from Heaven sebab nak pangkat n kuasa jer..huhuu...

Kalu di bandingkan dengan real life, its happen to everyone jugak kan..haha... cume takde la dramatik cam kat drama tuuu...

'GONE' A Letter for You

He's gone.
No longer around.
Like a song title
From Sistar19
But its reality
He is gone
No longer around
Why should that feeling lingers around

It is so unfair. The world. The heart. Wish can take out that heart, and keep it hidden deep under the sea. So that there is no beating can be heard. Loyal? That is bullshit. You just need to see the world. Then, you can experience more than now. Life is so beautiful to end. Its too many to see. Too many to feel. Too many to heard. Dont regret. So therefore, forget the past, move forward, and make beautiful memory better than now.

From your friend,
Anonymous

FAITH KOREAN DRAMA

Baru abeh tengok. Sebenarnya ni kali kedua ulang tengok. First tengok, skip cepat2 sebab tak saba nak tengok ending. Kali ni tengok tak skip mana2..hehe

Lagu ost drama ni best, Carry On by Ali. Cite die pun bes. Jalan cite yg mantap. Lakonan yg mantap. Pelakon yg mantap.

Mula2 takde la minat mane Lee Min Ho tu. Dlm boys over flower n city hunter, he looks not attractive. But in Faith, he looks so Cool. I can feel their chemistry eventhough the heroin is older than him. Tak cm previous drama Lee Min Ho yg sebelum ni..huhu...i'm melting…hahaha...

Drama Faith ni mengisahkan Eun Soo yg kene kidnap dari dunia skg ni masuk ke dunia zaman dlu. Mula2 rasa cm tak best sebb banyak sangat drama genre ni. Tapi once da start tengok, i cant stop..huhu... Si Eun Soo ni mata duitan, selfish n penakut. Org yg kidnap die lak Choi Young, general Woodalchi yg smart. Once sampai ke zaman dulu, die kene selamatkan Queen from Yuan, and end up stuck there for a long time.

The best twist in this drama is she is actually the legendary Hwata from 100 years ago, a doctor from heaven they said.

Die sebenarnya yg gunakan Heaven's gate to get back to her beloved one. Its so touching..huhu...

Ribut

Salam n good evening..

Nk cakap sal ape ek?
Mm...
Cuaca mendung betul petang ni. Cuma hujan belum turun lagi. Angin bertiup kuat masuk ke dalam rumah..

Rumah ak sekarang tgkat 4, kalu dulu dok tgkat 16 kt kota damansara, time ribut mang scary. Angin kuat cam puting beliung, dengan bunyi angin bersiul, air hujan masuk rumah, wohh...cam tengah berlawan ngn monsun ribut taufan, tapi seronok..haha.. ak suka perkara yg unexpected n exciting cmni..huahaha..

Ingat lagi kejadian Tsunami thun bile tah tu, tsunami yg melibatkan 3 negara jd mangsa, Malaysia, Thailang n Indon. Mase kejadian tu brlaku, ak ad kt umah, nga tido..haha.. mase tu umah ak kt kota damansara tgkat 16. Makck, pakcik, nenek n family ak sume ad kt umah. mase tu waktu pagi. Ak kt dreamland mase tu..hehe..

Mase nga syok tido tetibe ak rase katil ak mcm ad org goyang kiri kanan. Ak mule r nk marah rase. Bukak mate, takde sape pon dalam bilik. Ak da rase seram. Antu???????? Jantung da mula berdegup kencang. Tros ak kua dari blik. Mak, nenek, sume nga sarapan pagi. Ak masuk toilet. Toilet tu pon cam dgoncang kiri kanan. Air lam bekas air berkocak kuat. Ak sampai trpaksa brsandar kat dinding supaya tak jatuh. Kepala ak yg problem ke atau mang umah ak brgoyang?? Abeh je buang hajat lam toilet cpat2 ak kua cari mak ak, nasib bek sume org dlam umah pon rase goncangan rumah yg ak rase pagi tu, so ak bkan giler..huhu..

Jiran2 kat lua rumah mula menjerit-jerit soh turun. Ktorg pe lg, gelabah kemas ape yg patut. Org len sume trun ikut tangga. Ktorg stu family tros brgerak ke arah lif..haha! Lif??? Ad ke gune lif mase ni.. ktorang tak tringat lgsg xleh gune lif mase ni. Padahal tangga seblah umah jer pon..huhu... nasib bek sepanjg nek lif takde pape jadi. Tp bngunan masih lagi bergoyang...takut,nervous,excited sume ak rase. Smpai kt bwah ak tgk ramai dah pghuni2 blok brkumpul. Ak tak tahu kenapa umah ak bergoyang sakan mase tu.

Bomba datang. Polis pon datang. Kecoh gk keadaan mase tu. Ktorg tunggu sampai tgh ari gk la kt bwh sampai la phak berkuasa ckap keadaan da selamat..

Lastly ak dpt tau Tsunami da langgar Banda Aceh, dan juga Penang n Thailand. Menggigil ak mase tu. Ap yg ak rase pagi tu cuma sipi je. Kejadian tu mang menginsafkan ak akan kebesaran Allah...Allahuakhbar...

GENTLEMEN DIGNITY

Ok..
Nak cite ket sal drama korea ni.
Ak kan fanatik kpop..wahahaa...

Best laaa cter ni..
Mula2 tu tak selera nak tengok sebab orang2 tua pelakonnya.
Pastu kua kat tv.
Ak try la tengok episod 2 kt tv, baru episod 2 da berjaya menarik minat ak nak tengok...

Ak mintak adik carikkn kat kawan uni die, n finally, dapat gak..

Syok giler cite tu..hehehe... Watak heroin ny pon comel. Tak nampak tua pon. Lame2 tgk mcm muka blogger n celebrity Hanis Zalikha tu..hee...cute n sweet...

Walaupun Jang Dong Gun da tak hensem, tpi karisma die masih lagi terasa. Also, si Kim So Ro, die pon lawak..tough man woo..hahaha... overall, memang best la so far..*^o^*

Genting~

~GENTING~

Yeay...

After abeh je BeST Program BiotechCorp, 

ak, Ude n Along g Genting Highland..

Meraikan Kebebasan

Ceewahhhh...!

hahaha...

Mase ktorg g tu, ujan renyai-renyai.

Mula-mula,

ktorg berkumpul kat KL SENTRAL dlu.

beli tiket kat sane

Tiket pergi balik

RM60.00/head:

-Bas pergi-balik

-Cable car pergi-balik

-Outdoor theme park

Berbaloi la kan??hehe..

ktorang g ari weekday

klu weekend mesti la mahal lagi kan..hoho~

Inside cable car, wif ALong n Ude (Muke xnpk..hihi)

Masa ktorang sampai kat puncak,

sangat2 sejuk

berkabus

syok giler!

See dat kabus...wuu...bestnye~

So ktorang ape lagi,

bergambar la puas2...sebab jarang nak rase d kelilingi kabus..hahaha

Kat tangan siap ade gula2 kapas lg tuh..hee~

Yess i admit, i'm da tallest! haha... We all have gula kapas..we r so childish kan?  

Masa ni pukul 12 tengah hari dah.

Hujan renyai2..

n game booth d tutup sementara..:D

Ngap...tak abeh pon mkn..manis sgt..hee~

X for wat?hehe

Sejuukkk~

lalala~

Yeay, Merry-go-round, 1st ride

2nd game on hazy day

High five!

Masa ari tu fog sangat3x tebal... 

n tak banyak game yang bole naik mase tuh..hehe..

actually, 

sebelum pegi, 

ak da cek weather forecast

xde plak kate foggy day..

cme stormy day..hahahaa

tp kami xkire, pegi saje,

lantak laa..

nasib baik mase g, tak stormy pon

just slight rain and fog, not frog..:D

Mendaki...xlarat..huuu~

See at the back...

Ktorang sempat la main game2 yg ade, 

Depe nek Roller Coster, ak tukang jaga beg je..hehe

Pastu nek Roda pe tah (ak naik sampai kua air mata, hingus sume..scary plus tak tahan tgk Ude dok membebel kt ktorg cuz himpit die..hahaaa..siyes lawak..tak tahan gelak mase tuh..)

Dalam kol 5 ktorang mula gerak turun ke Cable Car

Takut nnt lambat sgt sampai kt KL

nak lek uma lg,

al-maklum la,

kami kn kaum hawa

Safety First

haha..:D

END.

COMEBACK...April 2013

Yess!

I'm back...

Even xde orang yg akan meraikan ak kembali, tapi ak nak jugak pos bende nih!

hahaha...

mm...

ok... nk citer sal ape ek?

Lagi 2 days will be my birthday. 

Tapi, da celebrate daa..hehe... skali ngn umi n abah ak..

Umi bedday pada 1st April, abah lak 17th April, meanwhile me, 24th April...

huhuuhuuu...makan besau...:D

SATE+KEK+PIZA=MEWAH!!!

Hamboi...kemain noh...keke^^

OK...

Sebenanye da nak masuk 9bulan ak tak update blog.

After ak abeh graduation je, 

terus ak private kan my blog nih..haha...tah papew!

Starting Ogos 2012 until April 2013...fuhh...

bayangkan... 

9 bulan je pown..haha...

ak on balik..

y???

jawapannye...

saje-saje jer...

huhuhu~

GILER!

So, pecer ak sepanjang deactivation ak?

1. September 2012-February 2013:

Citer nye begini ya, 

ak join BeST Program anjuran BiotechCorp selama 6 bulan. 

SO, selama 6 bulan tu, 

I dont have time to update blog and ambil keputusan untuk deactivate je senanye.

Tapi bile pike lek, 

sayang lak nak deactivate, so i private kan sahaja.

hahaha...

So selama 6 months tu, 

I got trained under a biotech company together with my friend, Ude, at Kelana Jaya.

So at the end of February,

the contract was ended, 

and now, here I am,

updating my blog.

So sekarang, 

it's been 2 months I'm Jobless...again...waiting for job call...hohohooo~

With Kak Shiela (Kiri) and Kak Farhana (Kanan), Tukg tgkap gmba Kak Aaina..:D

(Kenangan.. Our Last day..)

2. Majlis Kenduri Abah  January 2013

Mase ni, best ket..

Kami adik-beradik meraikan majlis kenduri our beloved dad n getting a new mom..

hehe...

Kenduri berlangsung kt Perak, 

Bukit Pekan, Kampar.

After Majlis akad nikah

My Abah n New Umi

Ak mestila menempel gak kt cnie...huahaha

The Bridegroom Wif 3 Princesses

D tugaskan bagi goody bag to the guess

Us
~ The Princesses and A Prince ~

JobLesS MindLesS

blablabla...
grr...
its been almost 2 weeks since i finished my study
stay at home
become a house maid
watch drama
facebook
that's it...without fail...
perghh...
heaven giler...
heaven ke?
bosan nak mampos ade la....huhuhu...
i wonder... bile da start keje mesti ak xsaba nak cuti
y??
becoz penat...
kt uma pon penat
kat pat keje pon semestinya penat...
ape keje yg xpenat?
i believe job that gives u satisfaction
that makes u will not bored n tired
right?

ok...
at home, i just watch korean drama
cannot finish all the drama
becoz now i'm bored enough...
sok nak merayap ke subang parade
lepakkkkkkk sampai lebammmmmm
malam baru ak balek...
insyaallah...hahahhaaaa
bosan laaa... dok umah kene masak
cci kain..
sapu umah...
alahai...
i'm not a house wife...
tula, kalu bpak ak tu kawen cepat2 kan senang
xyah laa ak wat sume keje2 umah nieh...wahahaa...

ok...since i'm jobless
wondering when can i get job interview,
i dreamt a veery weird dreamt last night
it's about me... living in dormitory
the place was looks like my previous KMPP
but the weirdest thing was the toilet
since i cannot live without toilet
cuz my pee bladder has a loose screw
so i need to go to toilet frequently
yepp...thats my personal prob..huhuu...
in my dreamt, the toilet was very ugly
its not a decent toilet
its like toilet in a jungle
made up of straw
overall...its very ugly and dark
i want to use the toilet.. i follow my friends but, i loss them..
they went together into the toilet... the toilet building was 3 storey unfortunately
so i need to climb the stairs up to the third floor toilet
y? cuz i'm scared people will try to peep me..hahaa...
the building was made up of woods so i need to carefully walk so that i will not step onto rotten floor..
i felt a bit mad coz my friends left me walk alone...
"where are they?" i wonder... then i try to look into the toilet... they were not there..
weird... i heard that they said they want to go to the 3rd floor... but...they were not there...
so i decided to back up and went down... a bit angry... "they left me" i thought...
then, after a while, i saw they came out from the toilet building... "where have u been? i couldn't find u guys!" i said. then they said "we're on the 3rd floor. inside the toilet. we wait for u but u r not coming." weird... i definitely peeked inside the toilet, n no one there.. only an ugly looking toilet which hinder my mood to pee in there..huhuuuhuuuuu.... So conclusion nye, wake up n pee in your real toilet which is more nicer n more cleaner n more beautifulier than in my dream...hahahaaaa 

end~

LiFe AfteR GraDuatioN

ermm...

ak ni da tersalah amek kos ke?

aishh...

patotnye ak mek kos dokter 

xpon arkitek ke...

senang ket nak pat keje...

hmm...

hehe...xdelaa....

mengeluh3x...

xbaek tau mengeluh2x ni

da d takdirkan kite akan melalui perjalanan tu,

kite patutnye redho dan bersyukur sebab masih mampu untuk mengharungi 

liku2 hidup ni...

ingat balik, ape tujuan kite hidup kat dunia ni?

untuk menjadi KHALIFAH ALLAH

untuk memakmurkan BUMI ALLAH

untuk mencari KEREDHAAN ALLAH

ingat tu ye anak2...

ak after grad from BS BIOTECHNOLOGY course

xtau nak carik keje ape

mm...

erti kata lainnye, 

industri d Malaysia masih lagi xberkembang for this course

a little path for a biotechnologist to survive in malaysia

end up...working as salesmen @ saleswoman...erghhhh.....

atau pon as customer service...

ak after grad ni teringin nak pusing dunia

so ape job yg bole allow me to travel around the world???

FLIGHT ATTENDANT

tapi alahai...

kene pakai skirt pendek

perghh....

ak yg bertudung nak kene pakai skrit pendek?

merepek...huhuu

so, conclusion, lupakan saje lah...

next job yg allow me to travel around the world???

TRAVEL AGENCY (maybe lorh..hehe)

ak nak try usha travel agency kat Subang Parade..hihi

tapi tu angan2 n perasan jee... 

ak bukan berani nak approach people,

die hard ak nih...wahaha...

ok... next job

ak nak try keje...mm...admin xreti... account pon xreti...

audit cam ina la bole?huhuu

cane ek....

Ya Allah...

Help me to choose my destiny...amin...

SeLaMat TingGaL

Goodbye...

Selamat Tinggal...

Sayonara~

huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....

sedehnye nak tinggalkan UPM

oh god...

its hard for me to leave here

leave my beautiful room 217

balik semula ke rumah not sweet home

ya allah...

kuatkan ak...amin...

lepas ni masa depan ak masih lagi dalam kabus

apa patut ak buat lepas grad nih?

cam xpecaya

seriously.

hahahaaa....

nak relax2, xmungkin kot.

xnak laaa...

nak keje...

nak sibukkan diri...

nak beli kereta...

nak pindah luar...huhuuuu...

nak bergembira

nak melancong

nak expose myself to outsider

kot la bole pat bopren HOTZZZ!

hihiiiiii....

at time like this, tringin nak balik kampung jumpa nenek, lepak kt kampong,

just me... drive alone... tolong nenek masak... rindu la kat nenek...

nenek je yg ak rase faham ak, makes me feels home. then, nak jumpa opah jugak, nak jumpa maksu perak..hehe... pepon ak bole ngam ngn maksu perak even xramai yg suke die. mebi sebab ak pon jenis yg bukan d sukai orang kot..heheheee.... pedulik laaa..:P

Pic

My Coursemate
~gonna miss u all after this~

Ondaway nak p jogging kt bukit expo

~Makan Pizza~

Seminar day
Presentation final year project

Ni la hasil extract from microalgae

Me n Lovely Uda
Shopping barang dapur after 2 paper..hehe

Commercialisation

ok..
tu subjek yg ak akan amek sok pagii untuk paper last semester nih...
waaa...cuak...
tapi...
excited!
hehe...becozz...
i'm graduating from University
later on, i'l become a career woman...
wahh...its my dream to become a career woman
successful woman...
further study?
mm... maybe not...
i have many plans to do...
instead of continuing my study,
i want to travel around the world
taste every bits of knowledge in different ways than in labs
no more labs
enough with it..hihiii...
i'm scared actually...
the future is beyond me... hope i can successfully enter the world of job..
amin~

ViSiT KoReA

last night i dreamt i went to korea. i even remembered that i boarded on airplane before reached korea. OMG... kan best if i can go there! smpai kt sane, i met my friend, orgnya cantik but i not really know her. she's a doctor in korea. then, she took me around seoul. the place actually cam kuantan jewww..hehe.... ingat x kat kuantan ade satu tmpat shoping murah, MYDIN. ak xnampak la mydin signboard. but nmpak bangunan area sane, plus kat atas bangunan tu ade burung2 merpati ke ape tah terbang, n kat atas jalan tu ofkos laa penuh ngan taik beliau. ak cakap kt kwn ak tu, "Wah, tempat nih ak tau!" sbb cam kt kuantan... bajet! hehehe....

then, xlame pas tu ak terserempak ngan Manja, my jiran kt K2 n merangkap my coursmate. die pon dok korea. die cakap die da masuk group GIRLS GENERATION. member baru...OMG! hebat giler... yela, die mang pandai menari, so mg seswai laa... ak dok tanye byk soklan sal member2 len. byk gak yg die jawab. pas berbual, kami berpecah.

Kawn ak yg sorang lagi tuh kt hospital die. ak g la jengok. SV die cam orang indon based on his dialek ckp bahasa melayu..huhu... rmai gak org melayu kt korea nih...hahaaa....

Ak pon tgk la surrounding pat tu... kot2 laaa ade keje kosong, bole ak join. ak mang nak berhijrah ke sane pon...hihi...
then, kawan ak pon hantar ak ke airport. its time for me to go back. tp pelik. ticket ak tulis saturday/sunday. masa 1.00pm. mase tuh ari jumaat n 12.00pm. so, ak pon pegi la tanye kat kaunter. org kt kaunter tu mg xramah. but they r KOREANS! ak pon speaking la ENGLISH. but unfortunately they r rude! saket ati jee... ak pon g la semula ke tmpat kwn ak tggu nih.

Unfortunately, my freind xde kt situ. die kene balik hospital, rest time die da abeh n SV die da kol. tp d gantikan ngn seseorang n he's asleep right now. guess who???

its EDWARD CULLENT!

OMG3x! ak pon gerak la die. i told him i need to stay for another 1 or 2 days. die ckp die doktor kt hospital kwn ak. die pon da lambat nk msok keje. ak ckp, "xpelaaa...awk g la keje. dont worry. just give me my friend's address, i'll find it myself". die hesitate at first sbb die nak teman ak, after talk2 with him, die pon g la ke hopsital tu. xgune kereta, die berlari dengan pantas n lajunya becoz die adalah vampire..hehe... heppi giler ak pat jumpe edward! wahahaaaaa.....

Then, ak pon g la bwk luggage ak ke rumah kwn ak tuh. she's not there ofcoz.. then, rupa2nya adik ak, Isa n Mak ak pon ade kt korea. dorang ikot rombongan sekolah. laaaa.......hahahaha......

Dorang pon da nak balik da. kt airport. tapi, as like me, the ticket is not for that day. so rombongan tu pon pegi la makan. ak pon, join la sekali. nak balik mesia pon skali la ngn dorang. then, i woke up from my loooong dream..huhuuu...

PeNaT

penat dengan keadaan sekarang
penat dengan hdup
penat dengan persekitaran
kalu bole ak nak pegi jaoh dari sini
jauh dari selangor
jauh dari perak
reason?
alaaa...bese lar..hahaaa...
ak bayangkan ak kat tembok besa cine, jalan sepanjang tembook tu,
sambil tangkap gamba
hirup udara segar...
Then,
ak kat Jeju island
jalan-jalan nek basikal
pusing sekitar pulau
of course tangkap gamba..hehe...
After that,
ak ke Japan
what city i dont know
ak jalan bawah pokok sakura
menikmati pemandangan damai
slow walk, sambil menghirup instant tea
THAT'S IT!
my wish...
hati ak penat, otak ak pon penat
I wish to live alone
tapi,
xbole... family first
but,
kalau betul ak memang da x d perlukan,
ak akan pergi...huhuuuu
bukan membawa diri, cume untuk menimba ilmu dan mencari erti hidup

Adab dengan org yg lebih tua dari kite,
semestinya kene jage kan?
kalu x mesti akan d label anak kurang ajar
ak xmau d label camtu
I'd tried my best to serve my unfavourable aunt.
at least one of my father's children know how to treat well the elders
agak terkilan bile teguran untuk anak-anak abah yg lain x d terima dengan baik
salah sape sebenarnya?
xbole ke fikir cam orang dewasa?
ni umor pon da tahap mak orang,
begayot ngan pakwe kemain lagi mengilai cam hantu pontianak
kalah hantu2 d malaysia nih, especially hantu pocong kat TV tuh
xhengat dunia
bile d tegur, langsung xnak terima?
baguskah begitu?
ok...whatever...
Just do whatever U want

Impian ak sekarang:

1. Nak tengok B kawin baru, bahagia, n lupakan sengsara dulu
2. Nak tengok C kawin baru, xyah keje teruk2 dah n only depends on that person
3. Nak tengok nina n isa membesar jadik orang yang berjaya, masuk asrama, success in life
4. Nak tengok Ema jdk arkitek yg berjaya satu ari nanti

tu je. that's it. so that ak xperlu nak riso pasal dorang dah. ak bole fokus kat diri ak je. tapi maybe at that time, difficult for me to focus for myself as my age goes old..huuuuuu....nak enjoy? mungkin sudah terlambat. tapi nak wat canne? itu je yg ak mampu nak lakukan...At that time, when they all have success, ak da x d perlukan lagi. At that time also, ak berharap kerjaya ak da stabil. ak bole pergi melancong satu dunia. Yepp... ak nie memang xbole d maafkan... jangan maafkan ak... ak salah satu penyebabnye...huuhuuhuuu.... tapi, memang ak yg mengharapkan benda tu berlaku. da xsanggup nak tengok kesengsaraan yg d alami mereka plus ak pikirkan dari segi ISLAM juga.. sorrie...hahaa..(gelak jahat)

Rasenye ak paham sebab ape anak sulung salu kawin lambat. Cam mak long ak. die kawin waktu umor nak 30. Sebabnye? sebab tula, rase terbeban dengan tanggungjawab. Cam ape yg ak rase. maybe laarr..huhuu... no offends...:D

Ape yg ak xnak jadik kat ak adalah, apa yg dah jadik lam kehidupan ak. I am a person full of misery. People didn't know. I never speak up about this. Because of them, my life is in brown. Luckily i have Allah to guide me through darkness. I just want to have a happy life. forget about the past, continue to live for the future. xbest laa... ak asek pikirkan masalah ni, sampaikan ak xmampu nak berdepan dengan mereka. rasanya, dah 2x ak terlepas peluang..haha... The first one, i dreamt about him, just past by me, as if i am an invisible person. Then, at that time, i know it. Its the end. Then, it is the end in reality. For the second one, i also dreamt about him. He just stared from afar, wore white suit, with sea blue shirt. The color was beautiful. N i know, this also was the end for me.. heheee.... Yepp... It's D END. i dont mind. i'm too scared to grab. Besides that, i want to avoid as much as i can. Not ready. Rase RIMAS~

HERO DRAMA KOREA~

Now,
i would like to introduce my BOYFRIEND or FUTURE BOYFRIEND or LOOK ALiKE BOYFRIEND
hehe....
actually, they are hero or second hero from my favourite korean drama....hehe..:D
let me introduce, the first one is:

~Dennis Oh~

Drama: Sweet spy

Eventhough i still did not watch it, i think it will be interesting bcoz of him

n...in my observation, 

his acting is stiff...

but its ok...as long as he is handsome...wahahaaaa

~Jung Gyu Won~

2nd hero in Salaryman.

he is Hotsss...y? 

becoz he looks hot n cute in this drama

his love to Woo Hee is sooo sweet

(ak ni cam pervert jer..erk...!)

xdelaa....lam citer nih die jadik jahat siket

n oso innocent.. 

hobi: suke g GYM

awek die lam salaryman ni cantik...

suke couple nih

[Hero citer ni si tua n pmpuan rambut merah tuu..hehe]

~Park Si Hoo~

Prosecuter Princess

In this drama, he is an attorney

a kind, sweet n loving attorney that helps the heroin no matter what happen to her

he has a dark secret

at first, he wants to destroy this girl  because of her dad

but later, he fell in love with her

`love is unconditionable'

sweet drama...

the heroin oso perfect

the gedixness nye menjadik..hehe...

tgk citer nih, ak terbayang kawan ak yg sorang tuh..

muke pon nak dekat same

perangai pon lebih kurang...

hahaha...

~Jung ill Woo~

Flower Boy Ramyun SHop

Die sangaaaaat chooomel!

his cuteness beyond anything 

(hahaaa...over!)

tp mang kiut pon...

how come laaa a man can b cute like him

plastik he hape??

entah...heee...

in this drama, he is a spoil brat daddy boy

fall in love with the heroin

but denied it...

he think it is a heart disease...haha...

lawak tol...

~Kang Ji Hwan~

Lie to Me

citer nih pon da BEST DRAMA I EVER WATCH

story line die best..hehe...

but certain my friend xbape suke citer nih...

donno y..

this story is about the heroin who feels defeated coz still did not get married

jeles to her best friend who stole her sunbae

so she decided to tell a lie

then, the lie goes bigger n bigger

then the lie become reality

the hero did fall for her..

so sweet..really...

~YooN Shi YooN~

Me too Flower

baru je abeh tgk

what can i say?

daebak!

the hero is an undercover bos

who works at parking valet

n fall for a fierce policewoman opposite his working building

yg lawak nye citer nih adik tiri heroin n doktor psikiatri

memang lawak

heroin ni kene attend counselling session due to her fierceness 

people complaint coz she is too GARANG

hhaha...

die garang pon bersebab

sebabnye adalah masalah keluarga, feeling down n so on..

sian, cam ape yg ak rase..huuhuu...

then, the hero come n always makes her angry

at last, they become couple

tapi, ade je yg menghalang...yg mane ak pon xpaham

setakat bos perempuan yg xde pape kuase pon bole jadik penghalang

entah...nak wat citer menarik la kot..

yg mana to me, xde kaitan lgsg la...hahaaa

but, overall, love them both!

[Nampak x sape tuh?? GikWang from BEAST!

CUte!]

Lastly My fev Drama EVER!

~Kim Soo Hyun~

Moon That EMbrace The Sun

he is the sun

he is the king

that loves his first love 

VERY MUCH

this drama is very3x touching

know what,

I CRY...wuuuuu......

seriously, very touching

episod2 awal g da sedeh...

part mase crown princess nak mati tu,

memang hati rase cam d carik-carik d koyak-koyak

sedih yg amat...wuuu.....

then, part Crown prince jerit name awek die,

in saddness....mengalir lagi air mata ak...

sedeh nak mati...

bile die da jadik king, 

crown princess yg ilang ingatan masuk istana

n jadik bomoh raja tuh..

actually the crown princess tak mati pon

cume d matikan sekejap je,

so that Maharani jahat prcaya yg crown princess da mati

that king still cannot forget his crown princess

sampai lah the truth revealed

n they live happily ever after...

legaa~

:D 

nak tambah lg satu, citer 

Will it snow in Crismast

Soo Hyun pon blakon. watak mase hero kecik... 

bess tgk... 

watak die da besa, pon hensem..hehe

So, conclusion nye disini, 

cite korea sume mempunyai jalan cerita yang sama

tak kisah la cite zaman sekarang ke, zaman dulu ke

point yang mesti ada ialah:

1. First and Forever LOVE.

-walaupon bertahun-tahun, their love still will not fade. what they called, true love. they will fight until the end for their love. 

-alah, just in drama je kan...haha....

2. Ego lelaki.

-dalam citer korea, ego lelaki ni nomo satu. dorang kalu boleh xnak mengaku perasaan dorang.

so, mule laa nak harrass perempuan yg buat dorang xtenteram hidop. especially lelaki yg xpenah fall in love before this. tapi, bile da sure, kemain romantik lagi haaa.....sanggop sacrifice his life just for the girl ok!

3. Dumb girl.

-yg nih pon sentiasa ada. betol ke perempuan korea cam dungu2 selenge cket? sebab dorang nih ak tgk lam citer korea msti cam bongok. pastu, innocent, pure. eh..yeke pure?? haha...tah laa... mostly in all drama heroin die sume camtuh. dats y laa hero bole tertarik. ek?

4. Lelaki / Perempuan yg xpaham bahase

-yela, kalu hero da xnak, nape nak jugak rampas lelaki tuh? terima jela dngn redho. dah org da xnak. ni nakkk jugak dok menempek kat hero. pastu, jeles kemain berapi-api sampai nak pisahkan hero n heroin..ugh... peliz laaa...xde jantanzz laen kee dah kt dunia nih??hihiiii....same goes to the man.

5. Hero Kaya Giler!

-hahaha....ni memang wajib. hero nye MESTI kaye giler, umah besaaa, keje jadik pengarah syarikat. pastu, tersuke kat perempuan miskin.. alahai...... cliche laa... sume nak wat citer camtuh... citer yg llki miskin ney pon siket je.. xpon hero nye hdp miskin, tup2, upe-upenye anak chaebol! haa...amek ko! jutawan sekelip mate...heheee...tp cter cmni la best nk tgk kan...haaahaaaa

6. Sacrifice

-ni pon ak xpaham. Sacrifice. sikit2 nak sacrifice. sacrifice3x... ohh...ok... meaning of love is sacrifice kan... sanggup nak tggalkan company sbb nk bersama ngn awek or kekasih hati. sggp sacrifice name in order to protect the lover from harm... memang laaa sacrifice ni bgos, tp tolongla jangan meng'over-over kan sacrifice tu (lam citer korea la). cntohnya lam citer The Greatest Love, heronye sacrifice kan name die just to protect his awek... cam xlogik...mane ade lam dunia nih org wat sacrifice camtuh... entah la...just in my perspective...no offends..hihiii

7. Hero COLD

-tiap2 drama mesti hero nye very cold n mean at first. cam robot. stiff. garang. xmesra. every drama ok. hahaha.... Full of himself. but then, bile da lame2, baru laaa warm siket watak dorang tuh...heheee....

8. MaKan Makan dan MaKan

-hehe....sentiasa makan... wah.... org korea nih suke makan ek... side dish, mixed rice, sangyupsal, kimchi, ramyun, n so on... makan adalah benda penting bagi mereka. they have variety of food available. Nice... tringin plak nak makan makanan dorang..hehe...

~THE END~