PeNaT

penat dengan keadaan sekarang
penat dengan hdup
penat dengan persekitaran
kalu bole ak nak pegi jaoh dari sini
jauh dari selangor
jauh dari perak
reason?
alaaa...bese lar..hahaaa...
ak bayangkan ak kat tembok besa cine, jalan sepanjang tembook tu,
sambil tangkap gamba
hirup udara segar...
Then,
ak kat Jeju island
jalan-jalan nek basikal
pusing sekitar pulau
of course tangkap gamba..hehe...
After that,
ak ke Japan
what city i dont know
ak jalan bawah pokok sakura
menikmati pemandangan damai
slow walk, sambil menghirup instant tea
THAT'S IT!
my wish...
hati ak penat, otak ak pon penat
I wish to live alone
tapi,
xbole... family first
but,
kalau betul ak memang da x d perlukan,
ak akan pergi...huhuuuu
bukan membawa diri, cume untuk menimba ilmu dan mencari erti hidup

Adab dengan org yg lebih tua dari kite,
semestinya kene jage kan?
kalu x mesti akan d label anak kurang ajar
ak xmau d label camtu
I'd tried my best to serve my unfavourable aunt.
at least one of my father's children know how to treat well the elders
agak terkilan bile teguran untuk anak-anak abah yg lain x d terima dengan baik
salah sape sebenarnya?
xbole ke fikir cam orang dewasa?
ni umor pon da tahap mak orang,
begayot ngan pakwe kemain lagi mengilai cam hantu pontianak
kalah hantu2 d malaysia nih, especially hantu pocong kat TV tuh
xhengat dunia
bile d tegur, langsung xnak terima?
baguskah begitu?
ok...whatever...
Just do whatever U want

Impian ak sekarang:

1. Nak tengok B kawin baru, bahagia, n lupakan sengsara dulu
2. Nak tengok C kawin baru, xyah keje teruk2 dah n only depends on that person
3. Nak tengok nina n isa membesar jadik orang yang berjaya, masuk asrama, success in life
4. Nak tengok Ema jdk arkitek yg berjaya satu ari nanti

tu je. that's it. so that ak xperlu nak riso pasal dorang dah. ak bole fokus kat diri ak je. tapi maybe at that time, difficult for me to focus for myself as my age goes old..huuuuuu....nak enjoy? mungkin sudah terlambat. tapi nak wat canne? itu je yg ak mampu nak lakukan...At that time, when they all have success, ak da x d perlukan lagi. At that time also, ak berharap kerjaya ak da stabil. ak bole pergi melancong satu dunia. Yepp... ak nie memang xbole d maafkan... jangan maafkan ak... ak salah satu penyebabnye...huuhuuhuuu.... tapi, memang ak yg mengharapkan benda tu berlaku. da xsanggup nak tengok kesengsaraan yg d alami mereka plus ak pikirkan dari segi ISLAM juga.. sorrie...hahaa..(gelak jahat)

Rasenye ak paham sebab ape anak sulung salu kawin lambat. Cam mak long ak. die kawin waktu umor nak 30. Sebabnye? sebab tula, rase terbeban dengan tanggungjawab. Cam ape yg ak rase. maybe laarr..huhuu... no offends...:D

Ape yg ak xnak jadik kat ak adalah, apa yg dah jadik lam kehidupan ak. I am a person full of misery. People didn't know. I never speak up about this. Because of them, my life is in brown. Luckily i have Allah to guide me through darkness. I just want to have a happy life. forget about the past, continue to live for the future. xbest laa... ak asek pikirkan masalah ni, sampaikan ak xmampu nak berdepan dengan mereka. rasanya, dah 2x ak terlepas peluang..haha... The first one, i dreamt about him, just past by me, as if i am an invisible person. Then, at that time, i know it. Its the end. Then, it is the end in reality. For the second one, i also dreamt about him. He just stared from afar, wore white suit, with sea blue shirt. The color was beautiful. N i know, this also was the end for me.. heheee.... Yepp... It's D END. i dont mind. i'm too scared to grab. Besides that, i want to avoid as much as i can. Not ready. Rase RIMAS~

HERO DRAMA KOREA~

Now,
i would like to introduce my BOYFRIEND or FUTURE BOYFRIEND or LOOK ALiKE BOYFRIEND
hehe....
actually, they are hero or second hero from my favourite korean drama....hehe..:D
let me introduce, the first one is:

~Dennis Oh~

Drama: Sweet spy

Eventhough i still did not watch it, i think it will be interesting bcoz of him

n...in my observation, 

his acting is stiff...

but its ok...as long as he is handsome...wahahaaaa

~Jung Gyu Won~

2nd hero in Salaryman.

he is Hotsss...y? 

becoz he looks hot n cute in this drama

his love to Woo Hee is sooo sweet

(ak ni cam pervert jer..erk...!)

xdelaa....lam citer nih die jadik jahat siket

n oso innocent.. 

hobi: suke g GYM

awek die lam salaryman ni cantik...

suke couple nih

[Hero citer ni si tua n pmpuan rambut merah tuu..hehe]

~Park Si Hoo~

Prosecuter Princess

In this drama, he is an attorney

a kind, sweet n loving attorney that helps the heroin no matter what happen to her

he has a dark secret

at first, he wants to destroy this girl  because of her dad

but later, he fell in love with her

`love is unconditionable'

sweet drama...

the heroin oso perfect

the gedixness nye menjadik..hehe...

tgk citer nih, ak terbayang kawan ak yg sorang tuh..

muke pon nak dekat same

perangai pon lebih kurang...

hahaha...

~Jung ill Woo~

Flower Boy Ramyun SHop

Die sangaaaaat chooomel!

his cuteness beyond anything 

(hahaaa...over!)

tp mang kiut pon...

how come laaa a man can b cute like him

plastik he hape??

entah...heee...

in this drama, he is a spoil brat daddy boy

fall in love with the heroin

but denied it...

he think it is a heart disease...haha...

lawak tol...

~Kang Ji Hwan~

Lie to Me

citer nih pon da BEST DRAMA I EVER WATCH

story line die best..hehe...

but certain my friend xbape suke citer nih...

donno y..

this story is about the heroin who feels defeated coz still did not get married

jeles to her best friend who stole her sunbae

so she decided to tell a lie

then, the lie goes bigger n bigger

then the lie become reality

the hero did fall for her..

so sweet..really...

~YooN Shi YooN~

Me too Flower

baru je abeh tgk

what can i say?

daebak!

the hero is an undercover bos

who works at parking valet

n fall for a fierce policewoman opposite his working building

yg lawak nye citer nih adik tiri heroin n doktor psikiatri

memang lawak

heroin ni kene attend counselling session due to her fierceness 

people complaint coz she is too GARANG

hhaha...

die garang pon bersebab

sebabnye adalah masalah keluarga, feeling down n so on..

sian, cam ape yg ak rase..huuhuu...

then, the hero come n always makes her angry

at last, they become couple

tapi, ade je yg menghalang...yg mane ak pon xpaham

setakat bos perempuan yg xde pape kuase pon bole jadik penghalang

entah...nak wat citer menarik la kot..

yg mana to me, xde kaitan lgsg la...hahaaa

but, overall, love them both!

[Nampak x sape tuh?? GikWang from BEAST!

CUte!]

Lastly My fev Drama EVER!

~Kim Soo Hyun~

Moon That EMbrace The Sun

he is the sun

he is the king

that loves his first love 

VERY MUCH

this drama is very3x touching

know what,

I CRY...wuuuuu......

seriously, very touching

episod2 awal g da sedeh...

part mase crown princess nak mati tu,

memang hati rase cam d carik-carik d koyak-koyak

sedih yg amat...wuuu.....

then, part Crown prince jerit name awek die,

in saddness....mengalir lagi air mata ak...

sedeh nak mati...

bile die da jadik king, 

crown princess yg ilang ingatan masuk istana

n jadik bomoh raja tuh..

actually the crown princess tak mati pon

cume d matikan sekejap je,

so that Maharani jahat prcaya yg crown princess da mati

that king still cannot forget his crown princess

sampai lah the truth revealed

n they live happily ever after...

legaa~

:D 

nak tambah lg satu, citer 

Will it snow in Crismast

Soo Hyun pon blakon. watak mase hero kecik... 

bess tgk... 

watak die da besa, pon hensem..hehe

So, conclusion nye disini, 

cite korea sume mempunyai jalan cerita yang sama

tak kisah la cite zaman sekarang ke, zaman dulu ke

point yang mesti ada ialah:

1. First and Forever LOVE.

-walaupon bertahun-tahun, their love still will not fade. what they called, true love. they will fight until the end for their love. 

-alah, just in drama je kan...haha....

2. Ego lelaki.

-dalam citer korea, ego lelaki ni nomo satu. dorang kalu boleh xnak mengaku perasaan dorang.

so, mule laa nak harrass perempuan yg buat dorang xtenteram hidop. especially lelaki yg xpenah fall in love before this. tapi, bile da sure, kemain romantik lagi haaa.....sanggop sacrifice his life just for the girl ok!

3. Dumb girl.

-yg nih pon sentiasa ada. betol ke perempuan korea cam dungu2 selenge cket? sebab dorang nih ak tgk lam citer korea msti cam bongok. pastu, innocent, pure. eh..yeke pure?? haha...tah laa... mostly in all drama heroin die sume camtuh. dats y laa hero bole tertarik. ek?

4. Lelaki / Perempuan yg xpaham bahase

-yela, kalu hero da xnak, nape nak jugak rampas lelaki tuh? terima jela dngn redho. dah org da xnak. ni nakkk jugak dok menempek kat hero. pastu, jeles kemain berapi-api sampai nak pisahkan hero n heroin..ugh... peliz laaa...xde jantanzz laen kee dah kt dunia nih??hihiiii....same goes to the man.

5. Hero Kaya Giler!

-hahaha....ni memang wajib. hero nye MESTI kaye giler, umah besaaa, keje jadik pengarah syarikat. pastu, tersuke kat perempuan miskin.. alahai...... cliche laa... sume nak wat citer camtuh... citer yg llki miskin ney pon siket je.. xpon hero nye hdp miskin, tup2, upe-upenye anak chaebol! haa...amek ko! jutawan sekelip mate...heheee...tp cter cmni la best nk tgk kan...haaahaaaa

6. Sacrifice

-ni pon ak xpaham. Sacrifice. sikit2 nak sacrifice. sacrifice3x... ohh...ok... meaning of love is sacrifice kan... sanggup nak tggalkan company sbb nk bersama ngn awek or kekasih hati. sggp sacrifice name in order to protect the lover from harm... memang laaa sacrifice ni bgos, tp tolongla jangan meng'over-over kan sacrifice tu (lam citer korea la). cntohnya lam citer The Greatest Love, heronye sacrifice kan name die just to protect his awek... cam xlogik...mane ade lam dunia nih org wat sacrifice camtuh... entah la...just in my perspective...no offends..hihiii

7. Hero COLD

-tiap2 drama mesti hero nye very cold n mean at first. cam robot. stiff. garang. xmesra. every drama ok. hahaha.... Full of himself. but then, bile da lame2, baru laaa warm siket watak dorang tuh...heheee....

8. MaKan Makan dan MaKan

-hehe....sentiasa makan... wah.... org korea nih suke makan ek... side dish, mixed rice, sangyupsal, kimchi, ramyun, n so on... makan adalah benda penting bagi mereka. they have variety of food available. Nice... tringin plak nak makan makanan dorang..hehe...

~THE END~

~BlaBlaBla~

salam
hye...
lately i'm quite bz..huhu...
n lately ak rase rimas
rimas ngan kaum adams..hehe...
bukan rimas tahap kritikal
cume,
maybe sebab ak ni xde perasaan nak berchenta
sebab tu laa ak rase rimas

seriously,
im not into LOVE
there's many adams that want my attention
but sorry,
i cant give u'ollz my heart
mungkin belum masanya
pintu hati ak belum terbuka untuk sesiapa lagi
or
my heart waiting for someone special
who's that special one?
i donnow..huhuuu

semakin umur meningkat,
semakin banyak la orang pos kat fb pasal marriage
ak xpaham..
hahaha...
there goes me... xpaham lagi...hihi..
kawan2 ak masing2 xsaba nak get married early
i cant understand
i dont understand
bagus ke kahwin awal?
kadang2 sampai ak pon rase cam ye kot...
trend sekarang maybe
bes la kot kawin awal nie...hehe...
ek??
entah laa...yekot.. sunnah nabi...:)
elakkan maksiat..

mm...
sometimes I'm scared
what if...
what if...mm...
no..no..no...I'm still young... there's plenty of time for me to think about it... right?
xyah risau... jodoh pertemuan d tangan tuhan...
kalau ak ditakdirkan jatuh cinta dengan seseorang, but, kawin ngan orang yg bukan pilihan hati ak,
ade hikmah nye la tu, Allah maha mengetahui segala yang tersembunyi...

ok...
ak sekarang officially dah masuk 22 TAHUN!
OMG!
ak da nak tua???
yepp...cepatnya masa berjalan...
dah 22 tahun ak hidup di dunia nih
dah 22 tahun ak bernafs d bumi allah yg luas ni
dah 22 tahun ak menjadi anak mak abah
tapi...persoalannya sekarang?
apa yg ak dah berjaya achieved in my life???
when i thinking bout it..mm..
HALF OF IT...
yes..only half of it...
my dream to enter U da pon berjaya ak capai
ak pon da nak grad tahun nih...
impian ak nak jadik wanita berkerjaya
masih belum boleh d capai lagi
insyaallah...in da future i will grab it...
tapi...masalah la jugak...
ak nak keje ape??
ugh...
BIOTECHNOLOGY!
yepp..thats my course study...
biotechnology
da problem is the industry still not ready
so, ak nak jadik ape?
ak nak wat ape?
patutnye ak amek kos accounting ke, arkitek ke, pramugari ke...
atleast tempat kerja da tersedia ade
ni, as a researcher sahaja...omakk......
my skills and knowledge still cannot catch up with that advance knowledge
wuuuu........
ape nasib badan..haha

nak sambung master?
x kot...
niat hati memang ade
tapi, memandangkan ak da banyak sangat menyusahkan bapak ak,
baik ak keje dulu
i dont want to be a burden to my dad..
he already suffered enough...


~mencari peluang pekerjaan~