Saturday, May 5, 2012

~BlaBlaBla~

salam
hye...
lately i'm quite bz..huhu...
n lately ak rase rimas
rimas ngan kaum adams..hehe...
bukan rimas tahap kritikal
cume,
maybe sebab ak ni xde perasaan nak berchenta
sebab tu laa ak rase rimas

seriously,
im not into LOVE
there's many adams that want my attention
but sorry,
i cant give u'ollz my heart
mungkin belum masanya
pintu hati ak belum terbuka untuk sesiapa lagi
or
my heart waiting for someone special
who's that special one?
i donnow..huhuuu

semakin umur meningkat,
semakin banyak la orang pos kat fb pasal marriage
ak xpaham..
hahaha...
there goes me... xpaham lagi...hihi..
kawan2 ak masing2 xsaba nak get married early
i cant understand
i dont understand
bagus ke kahwin awal?
kadang2 sampai ak pon rase cam ye kot...
trend sekarang maybe
bes la kot kawin awal nie...hehe...
ek??
entah laa...yekot.. sunnah nabi...:)
elakkan maksiat..

mm...
sometimes I'm scared
what if...
what if...mm...
no..no..no...I'm still young... there's plenty of time for me to think about it... right?
xyah risau... jodoh pertemuan d tangan tuhan...
kalau ak ditakdirkan jatuh cinta dengan seseorang, but, kawin ngan orang yg bukan pilihan hati ak,
ade hikmah nye la tu, Allah maha mengetahui segala yang tersembunyi...

ok...
ak sekarang officially dah masuk 22 TAHUN!
OMG!
ak da nak tua???
yepp...cepatnya masa berjalan...
dah 22 tahun ak hidup di dunia nih
dah 22 tahun ak bernafs d bumi allah yg luas ni
dah 22 tahun ak menjadi anak mak abah
tapi...persoalannya sekarang?
apa yg ak dah berjaya achieved in my life???
when i thinking bout it..mm..
HALF OF IT...
yes..only half of it...
my dream to enter U da pon berjaya ak capai
ak pon da nak grad tahun nih...
impian ak nak jadik wanita berkerjaya
masih belum boleh d capai lagi
insyaallah...in da future i will grab it...
tapi...masalah la jugak...
ak nak keje ape??
ugh...
BIOTECHNOLOGY!
yepp..thats my course study...
biotechnology
da problem is the industry still not ready
so, ak nak jadik ape?
ak nak wat ape?
patutnye ak amek kos accounting ke, arkitek ke, pramugari ke...
atleast tempat kerja da tersedia ade
ni, as a researcher sahaja...omakk......
my skills and knowledge still cannot catch up with that advance knowledge
wuuuu........
ape nasib badan..haha

nak sambung master?
x kot...
niat hati memang ade
tapi, memandangkan ak da banyak sangat menyusahkan bapak ak,
baik ak keje dulu
i dont want to be a burden to my dad..
he already suffered enough...


~mencari peluang pekerjaan~


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